It seems it haven’t sent, it happens often.
My hunger is back but the right kind (I probably never even have the annoying insatiable type anywhere close to carnivore ) so I had a big and unusually fatty lunch Without even the turkey, probably I will nibble on it a little later. It’s so good turkey is very much available here as it tastes so much better than the normal, cheap chickens (chicken basically has 2 types, the common bad one and the good one and the latter is 3-4 times more expensive. I rather buy pork - or beef leg that is even more expensive but way more satiating. I looked at ribeye prices - every proper steak cut is somewhat similar -, nope, definitely not for me, not even trying out, I am not that curious. a small piece costs as much as all my food for 3-4 days. beef leg costs a fragment of that and it makes a delicious stew).
I ate cheese, pancakes, egg stew, a little fish and sausage today. It seems little… Oh, of course, I had scrambled eggs with salt pork, that added quite much fat and calories, the kind that is satiating to me. And too much salt, I am not used to that anymore. About 9 eggs, nothing extreme but higher than average for sure. I am very much into pancakes now (it’s serious as I always could eat several almost every day), I should do a pancake day where I only eat pancakes It means some pancakes will be filled with a nice meaty stew. (For the new ones, I am Hungarian and we have thin pancakes filled and rolled up. A famous kind has some stew, I think traditionally veal…? I never had that but it sounds nice. Most pancakes are sweet and mine was like that too, I mean, mostly sweet, I liked some savory kinds… But things shifted a bit when I made carnivore-ish my default woe. I still eat dessert pancakes as those are my favs, sadly… Mascarpone with some vanilla and coffee powder doesn’t need any extra sweetening, it’s pretty good. I won’t stop eating desserts any way soon so at least it should be carnivore enough.)
I will eat very properly in the weekend, I mean my big, fatty roast will be the main attraction.
Yep, I ate some turkey, it was great but I couldn’t eat much of it. Snack sized meals are still super odd to me. So I had one proper meal and even using fatty items (maybe I automatically limit those at this point… but I had cheese and very very fatty salt pork), the total food intake wasn’t much, just a very nice amount I can function right with. Pretty normal on carnivore or close to it for me and I don’t need to worry about getting hungry at night. A higher-calorie day will happen eventually as always. Maybe tomorrow when I finally weightlift, no matter what.
I tried to make turkey deli meat. It became something else but it seems a great thing, I will test it tomorrow (turkey, white bacon, why overcomplicate things? though I used some spice for the half of it).
Alvaro didn’t touch the turkey but he had all the leftover egg stew. Maybe tomorrow.
3:30am is more like a time to go to bed though that’s a bit late even for me.
If I get up before 9-10am, I am immensely pleased. I always was like it (after I finished my schools… those times were hard in the morning), my brain doesn’t even function in the morning, pretty pointless to try to use it then.
And close to nothing can wake me up if I go to sleep. That’s probably useful. Tons of water before bed? Noises? Even hunger (that’s rare but once I went to bed hungry. I regretted that)? Nope, I sleep my 6-9 hours.
I lost the ability to go to sleep quickly in my darkest, most stressful times and going back to sleep is my old skill I totally lost somewhere but at least I don’t wake up without a very good reason.
I wake up tired and in no mood to do anything (with some exceptions) but that’s me. I am really not a morning person at epic levels. Did I wrote before that once I worked from home and I started my 8 hour day at 4pm? That’s my time, too bad it took away my beautiful late hours too. Though midnight is kinda early still…
Alvaro wakes up super early sometimes and can’t go back to sleep, that’s quite bad. And now the last clock setting thing (I forgot the term when we suddely lose an hour) will happen, they should have stopped that ages ago, it ruins many people’s weeks around the time it happens. It can’t do much to me, maybe because I wake up late either way?
THIS is the higher-calorie day. I got hungry again. Was it the more than usual amount of cheese and other not satiating fats? The tiny dinner (nope, I had such things before)? Too low protein? I had about 106g (with the usual inaccuracy), I often experienced that long term satiation is hard that low (at least with my usual less satiating items).
Whatever, I tasted the not deli meat turkey. I apparently made turkey sausage (turkey/pork but the pig only gave fat tissue) and it was suberb. I am quite content now.