Oh even I donât feel the need for a cake on my birthday⌠Or any other day nowadays. I baked a cake today, by the way. For Alvaroâs Mom as we will visit her tomorrow and she surely will give us our Santa bags, IDK how is it called elsewhere or what countries have that on the 6th of December⌠Itâs candy and itâs Alvaroâs job to eat most of it since I went low-carb. And she has diabetes but she only bakes with sugar so my keto cake is better. It has jam but itâs still quite low-carb. I never gave her anything for âSanta dayâ, usually kids get candy and we are her kids, me too, itâs nice even if the candy isnât. But now I got reminded of it. And I almost forgot how to bake this cake despite doing it many times in the past when it was a thing for me on keto with my own lower-carb not-quite-jam.
Pork is better than cake even if I eat it every day. It seems I canât get bored of it anymore - at least if I donât eat much every day. But I will try that too soon 
I already stopped being satiated at noon (maybe the baking⌠I had coffee too but I used it up so no more coffee
unless we manage to buy some tomorrow. we always need some for desserts so we canât just stop keeping coffee at home. I should be more disciplined than I ever was⌠well I have training, itâs not impossible, I like my hot water now and coffee is less and less interesting, it was only this exotic tasty brand now) so I ate pork, egg and pâtĂŠ. Nice pork, warm and hot alike.
I plan to make a savory carni cake one day though. Itâs just unneeded work and I am lazy to do it or I just forgot when I was in a âmaking something not so simpleâ mood (and I use those states on treats for others). I like pretty dishes even I donât really need them. Food is pretty anyway. Scrambled eggs, roasts are very good looking
The pâtĂŠ isnât despite its star shape 
We need to clean the car too. We almost always forget about it when we arenât in the car at the moment⌠But eventually it happens.
Pearl is a cute name, maybe not good for you, Fangs but itâs cute
Fortunately I have a not cute name myself. Simple, short for my fancy long family name. And it has no proper versions of it, one should say the official name. So I of course ended up with those horrible diminutive versions one can do with my name, I so hated it except from my Granny. She could call me anything
1-2 people got very creative and changed it drastically but in a cool wayâŚ
But now I have my self-chosen nickname and almost no one calls me on my real name. My family does but my family is tiny and I see the members rarely. Alvaro calls me shiNIN as thatâs my number one, real nick. But I use Shinita on various forums too. Alvaro is a nick as well, he dislikes his real name. I like my real name, I just find my own nick better and itâs more unique (Alvaro has a family nickname too and that is more unique).
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! 



We have another sunny day. The snow is still here but itâs not freezing so it slowly melts and there is mud.
Alvaro was born on the 1st of May so his birthday is never a workday :). His grandpa on the 7th of November, itâs not a holiday anymore but it was in the Soviet Union times.
I have a cute summer birthday, it was never anything special, no party ever (I never had friends or just one quasi-friend and I barely had relatives and they were far away except Mom while she lived) but I rested in my favorite, real home instead of the horrible apartment in the city where we lived. I never got used to that. Next to a road with buses! I like living âin the middle of nothingâ but the very edge of the village was nice too. Usually. With garden and trees and everything. I just walked for 2 minutes and I was surrounded with zillion trees and no or very few people⌠Ponds too. So I was there a lot.