It reminds me of the beef pieces I saw in a supermarket. They were TINY (the two cheapest cuts, supermarkets simply donât have many different beef cuts here), I saw way bigger ones in the past. And a big slab is no problem, it was the meat counter so one can ask for a smaller piece but there was only two already packed tiny beef pieces and thatâs itâŚ
Of course there are places where one can buy lots of beef (the hypermarket we usually visit in our really big shopping days), I just wondered about the changes in that specific small supermarketâŚ
Today wasnât carnivore at all in the end, I will come back tomorrow. Sometimes itâs oddly difficult to come back, things just happen even if I definitely not desire carbs, per se⌠I totally need to figure out how to make crunchy, dry things for my big, inevitably wet teas⌠Weather got COLD and I drink big, hot teas now.
And I have no hunger problems. More like the opposite, I barely get hungry after a long time and I do like to get hungry properly and have a nice meal⌠Just not too often. I have eggy days now and I am a fan of greek yogurt. (I actually found less than 10% fat green yogurts so it seems itâs not always 10% here either. Just almost always.)
And I still doesnât feel any desire to eat meat. Sigh. (I only had some sausage in the last days, my leftover roast wasnât touched since days. Hopefully itâs still good, it smells okay. If I donât want it, the cats surely will.)
But I got a little sunshine and a tiny walk - not a full one as it got so cold and I definitely need to wear something warmer under my only okay pants, itâs very thin and pocketless but itâs comfy and it fits me 
I need to lose some fat to fit into my warmer ones but I am plenty of soft, warm pants (donât know how they are called) to wear below a normal one. Itâs useful for someone with very few pants, I usually have a fav one and I wear it almost all the time, be it summer or winter 
I donât have a fav one now, just one usable, I really should go and visit a shop already. Or lose some fat, that would help, at this point it comes off from my waistâŚ
I see a roe deer today! Not a very unusual sight but itâs rare enough for me to appreciate it quite much It wanted to escape into the wrong direction, there was a long fence so I could enjoy seeing it running with its blindingly white rear end for a longer time than usual
I should make an experiment next time when I get hungry, I wonder how many boiled eggs I would eat ONCE in my life one was enough for satiation. I still canât wrap my hear around that, 5 is usually nothing for my hunger as itâs almost nothing compared to my idea of a proper meal but the time of the day matters very much. I never could eat much in the morning, a noon meal is still small, 3pm may be bigger but if I eat at 4-5pm first, thatâs usually OMAD sized. And then I start to have problems after 6 as something happens with my appetite and hunger and I canât eat a proper meal again. I think. I super rarely eat that late.
Tomorrow I try to wait until I properly get hungry. Sausage day but the best type, well I donât know if the one I bought is really tasty but I hope so!
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I never had that with proper cheese yet though. But if itâs some more processed stuff, they easily change the recipe if I happen to like the original⌠Good that I prefer simple ingredients - but meat varies wildly too, see my insanely fatty âpork chopâ last time but the fat is sometimes soft, sometimes harder, chewier (only lately), various amounts (zero to little) of chewy parts (the cats get happy so itâs fine)âŚ
