I know the feeling… Well I actually walk, I need to but it’s often less than more reluctant than it should be. I need to get used to more activity anyway!
And cycling. I only did it once since Alvaro’s accident, I had to bring the piglet in the snow… It wasn’t fun. But I saw the pigs outside 
I am glad you folks talk about stair running. So I get reminded I started to run daily (if the weather is right enough). I had my first one yesterday, super tiny, only to the hilltop and back and I live almost at the top already. I allow walking when it’s very much uphill and I am already winded. But it’s the first part when I have most energy and enthusiasm anyway though every step lowers it… It took a lot of time yesterday, forgot to check but 12 minutes at least. For 900 meters. I walk way faster but it’s running and standing. I stopped 7 times, admiring the view :D. I decided to learn to run maybe 2 years ago. I am utterly horrible I know
Cardio doesn’t agree with me except if it’s cycling and doesn’t last long. For some reason, I love that, it’s very hard, I get winded, I dislike going super slow but it’s a challenge and I know it does good to me. I like running way less but I don’t hate it anymore. And my body actually changed so it feels better. Or felt, I probably went back to my old state during the times I didn’t run. Even Alvaro doesn’t run in winter but he easily does 9 km with some elevation (a little part of the run but pretty steep for running) after a little time getting used to it again.
While I feel I never will able to do 1 km
But surely I will if I try stubbornly for some years or something.
Hi guys, I had a late eating yesterday but it felt normal as I needed it and it was only my second! It was tiny (liver is extremely satiating on carnivore) so I had another, even tinier one at midnight. Still IF.
And now I am super satiated at 2pm. And forgot the give the turkey wings some more deserved time, I go! I talk about my protein hypothesis later. I will check it today, turkey wings may be fatty but they have lots of protein too…
So it knocked me out and the pill also causes hunger. So if I’m too hungry I’ll eat some cheese and salami. I bought a really aged blue cheese today. $8 but omg so worth it. Cheese is a good way to satiate me and add calories.
. I hope everyone is good…it would not let me load my photo here.
I’ll try again.

made me smile at 6am.







I normally get satiated if I go over my energy need (I have no idea how much I ate but surely more than my need. I ate more turkey and liver and pancake… I possibly broke my protein intake record) but not today.


