[yesterday]
I have so low energy now, gloomy weather, back from a walk, lawnmowing (not really lawn, per se…) tired me out yesterday and it was just a few (well quite a few) square meters… But in a difficult place full with raspberries and strawberries, I respect them too much even though we have more than enough of them and they just conquer new places…
Plus my sleep problems (but it was way better last night, I slept between 3 and 9 am!). And I have just ate. So I feel like napping now.
I just can’t comprehend how wonderful chicken liver is now. I like it way better than before. I asked Alvaro and he said it’s just like other times. Well, I only used this light frying (30-40 minutes only, for some reason it just doesn’t get ready earlier) 2 times and it makes it tender, kind of creamy but the taste seemed different last time. It was normal, tasty liver taste with bitterness.
Now I don’t feel it bitter anymore and it’s even a bit sweet. But just some days passed, how could I change this quickly? I quickly lost the proper fried onions from my fried liver but I still used a little onion powder, even the last time. And now I didn’t and it’s perfect without it. I suspect the onion was needed to balance out the bitter liver with its sweetness and now that it’s not bitter to me, I don’t need it.
Wow.
@SecondBreakfast, your comments are always a joy to read but especially this one 
Yay for turkey chicks and baby cows!
[today]
Low energy but of course, it’s before noon. I am sooo not a morning person. But it can’t be as bad as yesterday, it was extreme. I go to bed earlier and earlier, hopefully that will help.
I still have liver and heart (not this much, I made the photo yesterday):
Good stuff. I have enough pork roast too. And eggs. I plan a proper day today, yesterday was very much not carnivore, I tasted things including ginger ale but I never had it before, only the sugary drink as a kid and I liked the gingerness! It wasn’t bad, per se but the beer brand is bitter and I hate when they put fructose into beer… Whatever, it was a one time try.
My normal food was eggs and meat, of course, I don’t think I could change that part if I wanted They are the best, after all.
And I decided I try to make an egg fast day on Monday. Monday is the day that I consider to have the biggest chance to be super strict (now that Alvaro is at home… it’s trickier but it’s not like I ever fast on Monday, I just think it should be easiest then), not sustainably so, I planned to make an egg day there out of curiosity too - but I never can do an egg day. But I wondered and my curiosity grew… So unless I will be miserable, I go for an egg fast day. It’s insanely fatty to begin with so I don’t do the optional cheese (I have no cheese anyway and it should be cream cheese I think…? doesn’t matter). I actually have ideas for the dishes. Haven’t the vaguest idea if coffee is allowed but I obviously will use it, how else would I eat enough fat? And a morning meal? That obviously must be coffee. There was nothing about the size so 20-40 kcal should cut it and then no food for 4-5 hours, that’s nice. I never do things without wriggle room.
It will be just fun. Though I probably will eat at a substantial deficit. Or not. I obviously won’t lose a measurable amount of fat, my extreme experiments are never about that (but a tiny help is not unwelcomed if happens).
But today I have all my meat 
And I eat enough eggs to make sure I won’t miss them tomorrow. Egg fasts are too fatty so I will end up with too few eggs for a meatless carnivore day.
Maybe I will make other insane experiments, just for one day. Or one meal, maybe. I still want to try high protein with low fat. Too bad I usually dislike lean protein but I have a few helpful items.
Thinking about these things woke me up a bit, yay!
Gloomy weather again. Sitting is the most I am able to do, well not all the time, I am so done with super low energy… I really will have a stricter period, be careful with my sleep, I still must cut the stupid grass… Why certain little things affect me very much, no idea. If I go shopping to the city, I am useless for the whole day too. Maybe it’s not the lawmowing, I did that before for longer and never had this. Something is wrong with me. It’s good I don’t get sick. Maybe after my vaccine but I hope I won’t I will get it on Tuesday, Sputnik V And we go to shopping. Alvaro is on holiday and we will go to some little hiking in the higher parts of this mountain after we do what we should do, there are big things to take care of, oh my.
We barely have bumps here, cute bumps but still. I like to see more spectacular hills, 600m instead of 200… I can’t be too needy in this country especially in this part… The highest point of this mountains is 709m. But it’s good, there is a “mountains” with 352m as its highest point I don’t consider it mountains but it’s in its name… But it’s not about heights only… Steep slopes can help a lot, the neighbor mountain range starts pretty dramatically, I see it all the time as it’s clearly visible from here (I almost live between the two), it’s impressive. I don’t really see our own mountain range as some boring bumps hide the view. Oh well, at least this place isn’t totally flat When I was a kid, I had to travel for several hours to find a little hill, everything was quite flat (I lived on the Great Hungarian Plain and the nearby city is inside it too. our own village is between the two mountain range but I live in one of them, 3.5 km from the village).
Maybe you didn’t need all this, oh well.
I hope Heather get better, I obviously have no idea, I am similarly healthy and know little about sickness things…
I should be more active. But my pants never got tight again, it’s something. I just have my walks, can’t lift with this aching left arm, straightening it is painful enough…
