I totally appreciate all your comments, but I PROMISE you, I hold my weight in my back/oblique/love handles and my upper thighs. I can literally grab handfuls of fat in both areas. My most recent DEXA was in the end of April, so I know the BF% is correct.
What I really want is to get rid of the back fat - I don’t need to be super skinny, I just want to look as strong and fit as I feel…AND I really want to drop at least 10 lbs so that I can improve my performance on the bike. 10 lbs on a bike is a MASSIVE difference. At 5’ 2", my weight to power ratio would increase GREATLY if I could drop those pounds.
Maybe I’ll share some pics that give a better view of where I hold my fat. I want you to know this is not a case of body dysmorphia - I’m extremely realistic about what’s healthy and what’s not.
OH - and the reason my tummy is flat is because I had a tummy tuck about 6 years ago. I used to weigh around 185 lbs (on a 5’ 2" frame) and my skin didn’t bounce back, so I had it fixed. I’m learning now that this could also be the cause of my body not wanting to lose weight - the scar tissue could be causing a constant stress on my body.
I know what I look like at 132 lbs and I’m MUCH happier with my body there. Granted, I have more muscle now - but high 130’s is definitely realistic and puts me in the mid 20’s when it comes to body fat. I wear a size 8-10 now - and for my frame, I could easily be a 4-6.
Thank you for all your support, it really does mean a lot - and if I were just doing lazy keto and/or not working so hard, I wouldn’t be worried about it - but for the effort I’m putting in, I really want to get some results.
You can see my before/afters from my surgery as well - I was in the low 130’s when I had the surgery done. I’m 149 today.
PLEASE NOTE - these pictures are nearly naked! I have emojis covering my nipples, but if you don’t want to see full boob action, do not click this link!!
@Madeleine @sugar-addict