I never was a real stress eater…I just ate all the crap I wanted, when I wanted, all the time, 24/7 cause I was a sugar addict and carby addict to the max LOL
Luckily tho being into year 4 of carnivore I am becoming way more controlled and predictable. Like year 1 and 2 if I couldn’t ‘get to my food’ when very hungry I could panic up some…now it is like…woke up very hungry, wanted to really eat but other stuff had to be dealt with and I just said to me…ya ain’t gonna die, just hold on and eat well a bit later I do alot of ‘self talking’ to me when any situations hit I need to deal. I used to find every excuse to eat off plan but now, all these years I know the right answers to tell myself when situations get a bit out of my control and I won’t allow excuses or crazy back into my thoughts. Nope…been there, done that, and so friggin’ over it.
Remember I said I am working on a ‘balanced freeing natural gracious life’ now for me so I am just kinda putting my thoughts in those directions.
You, 2 cats, Billie…alone…what are ya’ll gonna get into while the Queen Bee is away
---------------*****ate a big ribeye yesterday. yum
few big slices of pork tenderloin and few slices of taylor ham
I kinda was more hungry toward night and wanted ‘to nibble’…but I don’t ‘nibble’ anymore truly…so just didn’t bother eating and woke up OK, kinda hungry and not hungry…in that whatever land. Won’t eat til later.
Going to pick up my 93 yr old mom today for a 2 day visit here. Change of scenery for her and even tho soaking wet she is like 110 lbs…she can eat like a maniac LOL So stop at grocery and get stuff she wants and will feed her well and have a great few days visit.
Told hubby I am ‘getting food’ed out’ When you start to get just get tired of eating…so I have a ribeye defrosted which holds no interest, told hubby he could have it tonight and I have to buy me some meat/seafood at the store when I stop for mom. No clue what I want…a giant pile of chicken wings? I am beef and pork’d out —for today at least–so will be interesting to see what meat/seafood I bring home for today.
today is some fry pan pot luck style eating day for me.