I never was a real stress eaterā¦I just ate all the crap I wanted, when I wanted, all the time, 24/7 cause I was a sugar addict and carby addict to the max LOL
Luckily tho being into year 4 of carnivore I am becoming way more controlled and predictable. Like year 1 and 2 if I couldnāt āget to my foodā when very hungry I could panic up someā¦now it is likeā¦woke up very hungry, wanted to really eat but other stuff had to be dealt with and I just said to meā¦ya aināt gonna die, just hold on and eat well a bit later
I do alot of āself talkingā to me when any situations hit I need to deal. I used to find every excuse to eat off plan but now, all these years I know the right answers to tell myself when situations get a bit out of my control and I wonāt allow excuses or crazy back into my thoughts. Nopeā¦been there, done that, and so frigginā over it.
Remember I said I am working on a ābalanced freeing natural gracious lifeā now for me so I am just kinda putting my thoughts in those directions.
You, 2 cats, Billieā¦aloneā¦what are yaāll gonna get into while the Queen Bee is away

---------------*****ate a big ribeye yesterday. yum
few big slices of pork tenderloin and few slices of taylor ham
I kinda was more hungry toward night and wanted āto nibbleāā¦but I donāt ānibbleā anymore trulyā¦so just didnāt bother eating and woke up OK, kinda hungry and not hungryā¦in that whatever land. Wonāt eat til later.
Going to pick up my 93 yr old mom today for a 2 day visit here. Change of scenery for her and even tho soaking wet she is like 110 lbsā¦she can eat like a maniac LOL So stop at grocery and get stuff she wants and will feed her well and have a great few days visit.
Told hubby I am āgetting foodāed outā
When you start to get just get tired of eatingā¦so I have a ribeye defrosted which holds no interest, told hubby he could have it tonight and I have to buy me some meat/seafood at the store when I stop for mom. No clue what I wantā¦a giant pile of chicken wings? I am beef and porkād out āfor today at leastāso will be interesting to see what meat/seafood I bring home for today.
today is some fry pan pot luck style eating day for me.