oh no it isn’t that I need it at all. It is the ‘fun family atmosphere’ of being on vacation right now and they wanted ice cream and I ‘might have allowed some’ cause hell I wanna be part of the ‘family fun’ sometimes It is a mental game here. Not a draw to sugar, but I tell ya one thing, IF I ALLOW that big sugar back, oh hell I am gonna go down a tough sugar withdrawl road again and I can never go back there ever
I also acknowledged that if I grabbed some peanuts from her tin it meant I was ‘just off my game’ and ‘might allow more’ and I had to shut it down so when the ‘let’s get ice cream’ thing came up I was like, oh hell no, don’t put me there! I need control and I will do what it takes to keep my carnivore control at all times. I know me LOL I know what I am capable of and how I can backslide in a flash. I won’t allow that anymore so I know my careful control and what it takes for me now.
yea I hear you on eating late. It can mess up our guts and timing and we feel icky sleeping with food on our tummies and more. Time cures that, we all hit our normal eating pattern longer we hold carnivore.
and you, get on carnivore and stay there, no peanuts for you LOL HA