Happy New Year!
For me, almost that’s it. I barely have any meat left and that’s either pretty tasteless (not fatty fish. I only like fatty fish. but it’s not farmed, animal, it has protein, it’s easily edible… so it seemed a good idea to buy it. it wasn’t expensive, at least) or not the type I eat much of (smoked pork but that’s a tiny piece too. it’s very very tasty though). I can get more smoked pork in a few days but no staple. So until the usual farm announce something (they very often have chicken and it sounds good to me right now. there’s beef almost every month), I… Actually, no idea what I will do. I doubt I will go back to my old keto or off-keto low-carb. I just couldn’t enjoy the food and I really need very low-carb anyway.
I will survive the next weeks somehow, it won’t be bad. I do some more carnivore days for sure, much eggs, some dairy, little meat (or I buy some better fish. we will go to the city next week, these local village shops have so little options, I almost never shop there) and then I probably do some very low-carb keto for a little while. I will eat meat at a relative soon, such things help too, we usually get meat to bring home as well. Long-term carnivore never was my goal anyway but it sounds way more realistic than before (but I don’t really need to be that strict, very low-carb is my priority). I tolerate and typically enjoy eating some meat every day, I don’t get it, a year ago some meat every month was challenging enough and a few months ago I still ate meat only once or twice a month, it just became easy. That sudden disinterest in vegetables then plants was weird and I still don’t particularly want them and I don’t even feel I need them (I had problems without enough vegetables and even some fruits on keto before).
Next time I will order so much more meat…
And then I will have a longer trial. Definitely with my beloved flavorful cheeses this time, in moderation as always.
I could use more farms for fresh meat nearby, my freezer is tiny as I already mentioned a few times and the available meat on the farm is limited too. I still just try out things, I never even ate rooster or beef heart before and I am careful with ribs too and in general, with beef. I did some good stuff with it but it’s not my favorite meat for sure, I couldn’t eat it often and in big amount. I need more variety, time, maybe recipes.
I am sure even these few days (and the previous several weeks) made some difference, I don’t know how much yet. And it was quite interesting, I never did anything like this before, not even close. Even my pretty meaty (for me) childhood was filled with vegetarian lunches and the meat was usually the kind I didn’t like very much. On the other hand, I adored vegetables. Except most green leafy ones and a few others. And loved fruits, I bought this house mostly because it had a nice view and a nice fruit garden, the rest wasn’t right (we don’t even have a walnut tree and that’s quite basic here. I always wanted a BIG walnut tree and i only have two tiny ones, they don’t even grow, the tiny sticks just sprout leaves every year). But I wanted to move from a freezing hellhole (a house that was impossible to keep warm even spending very much money on heating).
Sometimes I almost expect I will wake up from this surreal dream.
I do things quickly enough, I don’t really mind I don’t have an abundance of meat (a little bit more would be nice though) and I’m looking forward to see how I behave and feel on a very low-carb but not carnivore keto after these days (and the next few carnivore ones in my near future).