Hi folks! After some messy weeks I finally have enough meat again!!! Well, I surely will order a bigger amount next month (so much meat fits into a tiny freezer with an even tinier free space. One less box of strawberry, it’s totally accidental I made a strawberry cake for my SO on Valentine day, I wanted to make place for the beef and I had mascarpone too) but it’s fine for now. My SO totally want fish very soon so we will buy some when we run out of beef. I probably will have enough of beef at that point anyway.
He said his problem with lard is that poor folks with a very bad quality life (you surely have some word for them just like we have) eat lard and white bacon all the time. So it’s a social problem. I told him I like lard and other people like lard and my Mom ate white bacon and his Mom cooked with lard but he said it’s some deep ingrained stuff. I asked what makes him feel better and richer, he said salmon. So we will buy some salmon (mostly for him as I might love it but I am perfectly fine with cheaper protein sources) or at least the Hungarian fish that is used to make faux salmon but is a perfectly fine fish originally. Some very close relative of carp, it has its own Hungarian name though. It’s not some boring super lean fish so I probably will like it enough.
I want beef liver and heart, he complained he has no idea how to prepare them but I have enough ideas and I am the main cook, just because always he cooked/baked meat before while we barely eat any, I can handle the parts he is confused with. I am very confident regarding liver, heart is something I never ate except tiny, softer chicken ones (even the rabbits we buy have none, I don’t know why. we get the headless rabbits with liver and everything but no hearts). But my SO’s Mom is an expert so I will ask her. Or look at recipes and end up making something all by myself. It’s meat, I can eat it somehow. Even my anchestors weren’t the types who died of hunger next to some food
It’s pretty nice to cut and take apart beef chunks No more big frozen chunk for us! I have tiny meat cubes, lots of ribs with lots of meat on them, they will make nice soups… A little box for my SO’s Mom, she was interested and requested some - after I ordered, fortunately we got more meat we ordered now! 1 pound more, it’s nice, 1 pound less was a bit disappointing last time, I ordered so little to begin with! And a big box and some bags. This will be good. Goulash for the next 2 days (more but I will stop eating potatoes starting with Monday), our very first beef goulash, it just must happen.
I’ve read about beef chili, I will look it up as it sounds nice.
I totally will make some not-steaks, precooked, marinated and fried slices.
I so needed this. I want my apparent control and peace of mind back. My last weeks just got worse and worse and in the previous days even the increased amount of smoked pork and the bigger variety of dairy couldn’t help. I had pretty good lunches and then I got hungry again and again. Sometimes my carbs stayed low, sometimes I lost the strength to care. Keto became borderline impossible for me without proper meat. Hunger isn’t a good idea for me. But now it will be fine.
I will make experiment with a bigger fat:protein ratio. I hang around a lot in the PKD topic because carnivores aren’t the super crazy bunch they were before anymore, I needed something new… I never ever would do that restricted diet without any good reason (I am healthy enough, thank you very much), I could’t buy organ meat yet anyway and no one can take away my eggs and little cheese… But a bigger fat:protein ratio, that may come handy. And a fun experiment.
Protein need is a recent topic there now. With 0.6g/kg (lean bodyweight) as the lowest recommended amount but no one does that, 1 is a more realistic number for them. I am the type who just can’t stay below 2g/kg all the time on any diet and I go below 1.5 a few times a year (after days with over 2) but I didn’t try everything yet. So I will experiment at some point. Not now because I will have goulash days then satisfying satiating meaty protein-rich days then ZornFast but afterwards. I will need planning and focus, I want to chill now. I never had multiple meat-based days before but now I probably will. We will see.
Of course I don’t force anything, I just change my attitude at choosing food items a bit and try to keep myself to the rules if I comfortably can. I always wanted to eat a ton of fat anyway. I surely don’t try to have a 2:1 fat:protein ratio with 50g protein, that’s not only super low protein but super low calorie as well. According to my very rare past experiences, even not satiating food “helps” in extreme amounts. Bad deal as I need way more calories and feels worse but at least I don’t feel I’m starving. But I never tried to eat, like, 300g fat and 50g protein or something and it’s even more interesting on carnivore especially if we ban dairy on that day. I am curious!
But it’s for the future, now I will eat meat ~