@Shatz:
Not south, middle. Still hot especially now. It’s a very bad summer, quite hot almost all the time instead of 2 weeks, we never had this before. Sadly, the weather gets warmer, proper snow doesn’t happen every winter either.
Alvaro is my SO (we have a significantly more serious relationship than the average married couple but the bar is very low, people are often incompatible and divorce after a short time), I wrote that a lot in the beginning but nowadays I just use his nickname
I can’t help mentioning him a lot as I cook for him and we have some effect on each other. He follows my eating changes as long as he can keep his high-carb and sweets for basically every meal. He has his limits just like I have them. We have a lot in common eating wise, it helps. And we never want to tell the other how to eat, we just want the other to do almost their best to eat healthy. We aren’t perfect but pretty good at that, both of us.
We went to see an old ruined castle today, it was an ancient plan and it’s so close but somehow we never did it. But it happened today… I basically melted and drank all the time but there was some shadow, trees, cool rocks and it wasn’t 40 Celsius… But at this point I just feel smoldering even in 25C (well it’s the temperature where I start dying even if I don’t move… but in summer I am usually borderline okay with it. not now, I had enough. I want a COLD September
not too cold but cooler than usual, at least for a little while for me to regenerate). I don’t care about mozzies anymore (but they seem pretty lazy too), I keep my window open at night…
1 more month, oh my god.
But I hear news about south sometimes, yeah, it could be worse, sure. My body still feels hot and nauseous and my headache came back (thankfully it’s a little normal headache, not migraine. for a hedonist who has problems it’s more than horrible already). My brain never worked well in summer (not even if I was a cool building) so that’s nothing new.
But I am home now, so much better. So I better don’t whine but I barely can focus on anything now.
I ate lunch at 2pm, I was hungry. I probably will have a smallish but satiating dinner and that’s it.
I had scrambled eggs with cheese and sour cream until I was waiting to the grilled sausage to get ready (we have a small kitchen grill/sandwich maker/waffle maker but the last function is unusable, dough stuck to it)… Then some prosciutto crudo, not my cup of tea but we will eat it up eventually… And sponge cakes. Then the sausages with mustard and some coffee with my tiny leftover cream. Today the sour cream was much sigh. It’s quite hard for me to keep my dairy low. I am fine with the cheese, it wasn’t much and had to try the second Italian cheese Alvaro opened.
I just want the leftover pork stew for dinner and that’s it. Alvaro is nice (or bored with it or rather the sausages were more than enough meat for him for a day) and won’t eat any of that.
I still suspect I don’t keep enough meat around me and it’s not conscious… I automatically started to spare my tiny stew and it’s hard to get satiated that way… I need to remind myself of things but I get better. I already am aware I need to get out another slab of pork out of the freezer. No, some chicken liver and eggs and processed stuff isn’t the best I can do tomorrow. If I will be bored with my pork, I just won’t eat much on that day, it doesn’t spoil easily… But it must be available, ready to eat. I usually remember this.
It’s especially important now as I am not soooo much into eggs right now. It’s fine, I eat enough meat not to get bored of eggs but I need a decent amount of proper meat as well. Nothing new information but I still may forget it sometimes.
We still have no problems with Covid here, yay. That’s other parts of Europe. Alvaro will get his 3rd jab in the mildly near future. I don’t need it as a healthy hermit, of course. Probably Alvaro neither but we are super careful.