I’m back on this plan. It’s been a few days already and still dealing with some withdrawals from caffeine and dairy. I’m not measuring or tracking anything this time. I’m not eating eggs or snacking at all this time. I’ll probally mostly just eat beef since I feel the best eating it. I’m in for 90 days and then I’m reassessing. I really believe in ZC and would love to eat that way forever but I need to start here. I’m trying to keep it super simple so I can focus on the other issues I need to.
I finally admitted to myself & everyone else that I’ve been secretly bingeing. I haven’t been dealing with the stress, anxiety and other emotions, I’ve just been numbing myself for awhile…a long while. It was very hard for me to admit it, but oddly freeing once I did. It opened a communication door that I have kept firmly closed to my family/friends.
I’m working through stuff now, and I know this will help with cravings and also my general overall physical feelings. It is just one small step that will help me as I am finally deal with my feelings/stress.
I felt like I had to come here to update. I couldn’t stick to this the last time for this very reason. I was hoping at the time just changing my food would solve my bingeing but obviously, I needed to do more. I knew it deep down, but wasn’t ready to admit it then.
So recently, I started with the Talking, moved to just eating keto foods and now I’m back to ZC and the Talking.
I know it’s going to be a struggle at times but I’m going to do it.
I’m really grateful for this board where I’ve been able to find tools/info I can use. Everyone here is really nice.
I am actually scared to post this because I’ve failed myself so many times but part of that fear is what has held me back in the past. I’m in this now, there is no failure, just one step at a time.