So, as I mentioned elsewhere, I just finished my longest fast (7 days) and hit my century loss (mostly keto) and am a little bit pleased with myself… what to do to celebrate?
There are only a few friends and family I can send smug, self-congratulatory texts to or ask if I look skinnier in a FaceTime call
None of that was particularly satisfying… what to do, what to do… had a keto lunch and lovely keto dinner and it came to me… I had no 85%, no whipped cream in the house and I wanted a bit of sweet… I would walk to my favorite donut shop and avail myself of my favorite donut in the whole wide world… the fresh glazed buttermilk bar at Bob’s Donuts (24/7/364) in San Francisco.
I thunked that I owed myself a treat, and it was 2+ miles each way (uphill and down) so I would burn of some of the carbs and… well, 100.8 lbs!!
So I get there for the first time in 2 years (mostly either being in the UK, then on Keto)… where I used to a be sad regular who could not have any less that 3 of his faves, the buttermilk bar, a guinea pig sized apple fritter and whatever was freshest out of the fryer…
…and they were OUT of buttermilk bars (except day olds… NO THANKS ).
Was this karma… the keto gods telling me that they didn’t want me to jump off this horse?, Well played gods, well played… as I looked dejectedly at the donut-ista… he said,
“We have fresh maple bars coming out of the fryer…?”
Who am I to say no to a top notch, warm gooey, glazed half pound of carbacious-ness? I didn’t… and it was at least as good as I remember it… if not better.
I know things are sweeter now for me so I did fear that it would be a sugar overload, but strangely it tasted just the same as it used to… maybe because it wasn’t mostly sugar and had a lot of fat? I don’t know, but it was LUSH!
This was a long-ass way of justifying a picture of a donut but the good news is…
- I did NOT “fall off the wagon”
- I drove the wagon to Bob’s and hitched it outside
- I feel positive and comfortable in my choice
- I don’t crave more carbs
In fact I am interested in seeing what the first single carb-rich thing I’ve eaten since a slice of Christmas pudding on its eponymous day, will do to me.
TLDR - did well, had an intentional donut, feel great - ZERO GUILT - KCKO!
Thanks for indulging me