Seasons don’t care about the calendar… I knew September will be a summer month (at least the first weeks) but sadly, it’s a very hot (forecast expects record breaking), dry summer. Some of Hungary’s smaller lakes in the worst areas simply dried out completely… We badly need rain but it doesn’t come.
I am barely ever in my room as it’s way too hot for me. And we can’t even let the still okay morning air in as Alvaro leaves the house too early (mosquitoes would come in. surely some expert could put mosquito nets for a ton of money, it definitely can’t be done simply, we tried and failed… but it will be when we finish the house at some point I guess) and I wake up too late for that. I should sleep earlier but it just won’t happen, I have been trying since decades, in vain. But I do keep trying, I have better times and we need that now.
I am waiting for October as I wish to go hiking and without Alvaro, I can’t bring myself to go to my walks in his super hot weather either. Maybe if I wake up at 7 tomorrow if I am very lucky. We went to a walk at 8 yesterday but it wasn’t enjoyable, very very hot.
Why people consider talking about weather small talk? It’s a highly important topic, it affects our life very much, directly and indirectly alike. Okay, some people don’t feel the direct one so much. I do.
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It’s 4pm now. Oh yes, the heat record is broken… Oh my, there was a teeny tiny frost in 1962 on this day? Very unusual for September, THAT record won’t be in danger, like, never again.
It’s a wee bit reassuring that even the new heat record is 36.6C, not 40 or something
But I try to talk about food too, okay? I fried some pork shoulder in the morning, for reasons… And of course I couldn’t resist eating it up… I trimmed the pork shoulder and ate the fattier parts, it wasn’t even a pound but produced a lot of lard! But the half-scratchings weren’t actually lean either, they were fabulous!
So I wasn’t hungry at lunchtime but of course I ate with Alvaro. Just a sunny side up and some quark mixed with sour cream and a little dill and some milk. No coffee from today on!
I am curious how much I will eat for lunch and how my satiation will behave with this very early first meal (I started at 10am? oh my. but no regrets, it was highly enjoyable and I need experiments).
I just do whatever now and see what happens. I would think I should have my really meaty meal for dinner so it keeps me perfectly satiated until bedtime - but if I eat earlier, I still like a decent sized meal and just some eggs and dairy can’t cut it… Probably… I had small lunches before, rare but possible. And I get hungry in 1 hour but that’s not necessarily a problem if I can wait 1 hour more… 1.5-2 hour between lunch and dinner is very normal for Alvaro on workdays. That’s why I often can’t join him properly at dinner if I eat a big lunch. So I eat a few bites and get hungry later. I want to avoid that. But we will see! I don’t want to use even my experiences to restrain myself. I am experimenting now. And I have ZERO control on my timing with my melted summer brain. A tad more on my food choices but my taste is good so I don’t expect that being a problem. I really can’t push myself now so if I eat a lot of fatty meat and dairy, so be it. I do try not to go overboard but I do it in a very soft way.
I told Alvaro about you two again. You are our heros, very impressive!
My quark has a nutriscore. And it’s A. Wow. The nutriscore is usually super wrong but not this time I guess Alvaro said maybe it’s A because it’s not fatty? But I told him about my experiences when I look at recipes online (sometimes I get inspiration, sometimes I am curious and sometimes it’s just very pretty and colorful), they are pushing for NOFAT dairy (how crazy is that?) and this isn’t low-fat quark (there is no such thing as nofat quark, right…? but there is nofat cottage cheese, apparently. we barely have any cottage cheese here and those are normal and I need to look up the differences between cottage cheese and quark. I know they are very similar, we actually learned quark is translated to cottage cheese. but we had no cottage cheese in the supermarkets back then)… It’s low fat if you ask me but it’s the fattiest kind you can get.
It may be unpleasant but I actually like to hear it if it’s the truth… I am a hedonist who loves food (and making food), you can’t take away my carby sweets without me ensuring my new desserts are at least as enjoyable I can be creative if I must. Why are people THAT super clingy to their bad food? I understand not everyone has time to make all kinds of stuff but many don’t even try to make the easiest little steps! I still blame their very very low level of health-consciousness. I just don’t see that people want to be/stay healthy at all. While it’s more important for me than my food joy and that is extremely important. Thankfully I don’t really need to choose. I would be miserable without my off times but those can be pretty harmless and rare… I may be lucky never experiencing sugar addition, though. Added sugar was extremely easy to avoid (not counting a really tiny amount in certain condiments but it’s not that hard to avoid those too), I bet keeping it would have been much harder. But it’s sugar, I did and do have my own challenges. But I could do several steps and I would abandon basically ANYTHING if it was clearly unhealthy to me. Health is super important. It has a HUGE impact on how we feel. Don’t people want to feel good? It’s supposed to be some basic urge… I understand eating can interfere with it as it may have a good feeling part too, even if it’s unhealthy but it’s not too hard to see if the whole picture is good or bad… In the most obvious cases, I mean. Acting according to it is tricky too, I experience that sometimes but it’s occasional for me, the trend and basic attitude is based on my knowledge about what food is good for me. IDK how it works for others but apparently very differently in most cases.
I am not vain and never was beautiful so that doesn’t move me much Well if it’s about youthful looks, maybe, I do want to stay young for long I do have some wrinkles but oh well, 35 years olds have some too. I do want more muscles though…
There may be, actually. Just eating little would work like a charm for me. Not like I have ANY chance to do it with carbs Alvaro could do it, not me. He is vain, can suffer a bit for his looks and carbs work for him just fine. But it’s fine I needed another way as I happened to find a much better woe for me! Even without fat-loss, I get important benefits. And it’s not like I miss out on anything. If I go, I just go off a bit, still loads better than keeping a bad old diet. We just shouldn’t keep a bad diet, no matter our figure. Alvaro abandoned his old sugary one too. I think he changed his diet whenever I changed mine. He slimmed down and stayed slim without any diet change though as it’s possible for the right type of people. It’s probably not very common.
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It’s evening now and I did something with my animal pics, finally but can’t bring myself to make a postcard style thingie yet. But this one can’t be made into a square so you get this:
But if you want food pics, here. I have problems with the focus, I don’t see it perfectly and the autofocus annoys me so I don’t use that.
Oh I have this one from early August, not so great but the colors and bubbles are charming IMO. These are my “unripe scratchings” as they are so very light at this point
I still have a ton of lard from that time.
I want summer to end already Forecast says it gets slowly better and maybe we get rain too - but it’s for next week and no one can predict weather so far away, it’s too chaotic for that. Still, let’s hope we get some rain finally…?
I had dinner, just what I already ate before plus pâté. And I felt some need for something else so I had some dry sausages. I am quite fine without dessert now but it won’t last long I suppose.