Ahoy!
Dairyless Carni Day #3! I am very fine at this point, we will see what the future will bring!
I made biscuits
If they are somewhat thin and made in the muffin mold and I wish they would be crunchy, they are biscuits. If they are thick, they were muffins in the past but sponge cakes are sponge cakes, no matter the shape (and that they are 100% egg). My sponge cakes became very pretty yesterday…
The soft biscuits contain egg, pork and spices. Mincemeat this time. Two kinds but the one without egg whites is for frying, I just had some space in the mold…
And I am a bit hungry since some time, I just waited as it wasn’t too hard, I can’t eat before noon without a good reason!
3 is early enough but I have various days. I can eat at 10am or 3pm if I must… But they aren’t ideal, to put it lightly. I am an afternoon eater, that comes naturally, that feels right, that works best.
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About 120g pork and a very modest amount of egg did the trick for now…
The biscuits have potential, the thinnest ones almost became crunchy! I will play with the temperature more.
Goals…? Well, let’s start with some modest ones, maybe?
Not going off keto every week, that would be nice. My track record is quite horrible. And we plan goulash… We will see.
I basically want to squeeze as many dairyless carnivore-ish days into September as I can. I am quite sure I won’t last super long without my precious sour cream but if I can stop there, that’s something. I stopped buying cream and I am not even interested in cheese.
Oh I forgot to mention yesterday! It’s very very special for me as I usually eat dairy… I tracked 4g carbs yesterday
Not like it matters but still, I like exotic numbers among my macros… I rather wouldn’t like to see too high ones this month though if I have a reason to eat a ton, that’s great. Like going for a super long cycling trip (for me so over 40km. it puts a burden on my body at various points and I need to stop zillion times. and I am slow and poor Alvaro must handle it but I don’t go alone)…
So I just try this dairyless style and curiously wait what will happen and when. This far I am very fine, I eat wonderfully little (but not too little… but it means nothing yet, it’s my 3rd day only) - and stupid coffee is still with me…
I would love to have some stability, rare and moderate off days only and first of all, NO late night eating. The no dairy rule automatically triggered the loss of desserts and the non-existent desserts can’t even bring desire for extra sweetness… I barely eat added fat and now dairy is out so I very nearly almost only have very satiating food and the kind of food I stop eating when not hungry… So I expect my energy intake being the lowest ever - but I still can eat enough and I don’t even need many meals for it, I don’t have that insanely too quick satiation now, thankfully. I try to be braver with meat too (it probably won’t make a big difference though) but my supplies are low at the moment (enough for now but I will run out of meat in days), I will need some shopping very very soon. Village shop and butcher visit is planned on Friday. I want some organs
But I probably would starve without eggs as meat isn’t that tempting (it’s great but not after a pound… okay, with processed stuff and organs I would be okay-ish) but it’s super satiating (I wonder eating at night could balance it out but I don’t want to try).
Eggs and meat, it sounds a great combo, it did from day 1, I just either hadn’t enough meat or felt it boring without dairy. But I changed.
Even if this won’t last long, I expect good changes. I probably always will have dairyless days here and there unlike this far. I always had such days but extremely rarely (main culprit was pancake making almost every day, I did that for several months, probably), eating dairy was the norm, I usually had multiple kinds (I know I ate cheese and sour cream and cream almost every day some time ago) and now I am fine without any. And I probably will feel things sweeter again.
I am 75kg now, it would be nice to lose a bit but I want energy, first of all! My health is fine as always but it can always get better I suppose…
Moms and changes… Alvaro’s Mom made some after the doctor told her she shouldn’t eat sugar and white break when having diabetes… But there would be so, so, so much room for improvement and she won’t make those (she even eats sugar just not much). But she eats a lot of meat and fat and exercised even in the worst Covid times… Though she must eat a bit too much considering she never loses fat and she is quite obese… Sigh. But she is a strong one and while her body clearly isn’t in good shape, hopefully she manages to live for a long while more, without too huge problems that makes life not very worthy to live… She has problems but she isn’t inactive or almost in pain yet, she has all their limbs. Alvaro’s grandparents got lots of gradual amputations or what but the main culprit for it was smoking. Not like his Mom wouldn’t smoke, she totally does… Who cares about health? I really don’t understand people…
I would sacrifice so much food items for health if I had to!!! So, so much. I did a lot without any serious health problems! But I don’t simply want to be way healthier than an average young person (the bar is so low…), I want to be in optimal state. Unless it’s a huge sacrifice, near optimal is enough then. I just want to feel great and to eat whatever I want. It doesn’t seem that hard but I took my sweet time, I am probably not so far now. Except that I don’t even have much expectation about my food, if it’s nice enough for me to eat, it’s fine, I lost most of my desires, I had very specific ones, they were annoying. I still want crunchiness at some point… It’s tricky with meat and eggs only though I have some chicken skin in the freezer… But that’s not much. We don’t have pork rinds here and our super fatty fried pork skin (with lots of fat tissue and ideally some meat) is softish, not always everywhere, the skin can get crunchy but usually not super crunchy like a cheese whisp or roasted piglet skin, that was amazing! We order one this year too but a bigger one. I need to clear out the freezer first, it’s fine… I don’t know when I stopped keeping vegetables there but they aren’t there anymore. Alvaro handles it well but I canned some for the usual vegetable soups anyway and we totally don’t do those soups since… As he usually make other kinds and I don’t cook veggie soups. He can adapt a lot, he probably has his lowest-vegetable times ever. He mostly eat them raw and one needs little in that way.
That’s good, vegetables often are quite expensive especially considering they aren’t good for much… Even Alvaro can’t get satiated with them but he really needs them raw with his food. It’s often nice but not needed for me. I never held back though, I eat as much vegetable as I want all the time and that amount is either zero or tiny. I surely won’t stress over 2 thin slices of cucumber if I fancy that (almost completely tasteless but juicy! capsicum is crunchy at least) and I never experienced any problems with vegetables, not even in big amounts - except the overeating, less controlled behavior that carbs trigger in my life (possibly only plant carbs, hard to tell as lactose does its own negative things but due to other things, not the carb content as far as I can tell).
But I am very fine without any, usually. Like today.
So I don’t try hard or at all, honestly. What else would I eat? Yeah, sometimes sour cream crosses my mind (like today when some biscuits became too salty) but it’s no sacrifice not to eat it yet.
So no problems regarding my woe for me right now
It’s chill, nice, I like my food but not to the point of eating without a real need.