Boiling? Does it do anything? I did’t boil but I don’t like apple cider vinegar anyway. I am all for white wine vinegar! 
But nothing is close to using gherkin and maybe mushroom juice from their jars… I must do my own though as the awesome gherkin juice is too sugary for me at this point…
I had my pickled eggs fun in the last several months (I did beetroot ones too for the color but that was super sugary) because I never had any before, I had no idea about their existence… It helped eating eggs but then came and won my egg sandwiches with cheese and some kind of meat…
But if spices and condiments are fine, pickled eggs are that too. It’s up to the strictness of the woe. I dislike sugar in anything even on low-carb but if there is no added sugar, just vinegar, water and spices, I find it perfect for even the strictest carnivore I am willing to do.
It’s not really my past eating. I don’t say my attitude, wish for freedom and tasting everything isn’t in it at all but it’s no problem and could very quickly change or I would put it on hold.
But try to do strict carnivore with almost no meat… I am working very hard on making a single week on November with at least 1 pound meat a day possible. Of course, fish included, I don’t like it but I have zero chance without that… I just can’t get more than a few (well, several if I am lucky) pounds of proper meat for November even if I stop eating meat for the rest of October (that I basically plan, yes. I only keep smoked pork and maybe a little liver as I can replace those. I can replace fish but I don’t like fish very much and if I eat it in October, I can’t eat it in November as much as I will need).
It’s not always nice to eat 10-12 eggs a day because I need to eat something and I almost only have that. And I can’t always afford this many eggs, I am running low again. I love eggs, you know that but I would love a bit more meat. And it’s damn hard to even FIND proper meat, it’s often not even about the money though that is there too.
By the way, the cheap very commercial chicken necks I bought instead of livers thinking of desperate measures… They taste like chicken. Not the best but for chicken necks who already made a broth for me? Wondeful. I enjoyed them last night and Caroline enjoyed the bones with tiny meat particles today
I just ate them boiled, I have better plans for tomorrow too. I sooooooo would do a proper carni day tomorrow, I sacrificed myself for some tasty but very unneeded food saving, telling Alvaro how he should choose amounts for his soups… I am fine but it’s still not ideal and I even have MEAT, what am I doing on low-carb, seriously? But I used the chance and ate a ton of carbs, as much as I possibly comfortably could
- significantly less than most Hungarian people with diabetes, I always find it amazing they eat so damn much every day. I would get sick! Well they are, actually…
OMAD is so natural with carbs so I had that today. Apropos natural, I prefer to do natural things now, today was a tad forceful. And now I have a block of - not lead, that’s too toxic, iron then, but that’s too good, I wonder if more iron would make me more energetic, Amy liked her iron infusions… Some heavy block in my belly now (but maybe the big volume of food and drinks had something to do with it, I am used to little volume meals now). I finished with pork and egg as I learned what is good for me and they were desirable anyway
So I don’t get any noticeable carb poisoning.
I spared so much carni food for tomorrow though so that will be a good day. I just can’t have such ones often. But I will stop whine about it and do what I can.
But I like my ish. I doesn’t harm me
I work on making it smaller, using the really, really joyful little extras. I don’t need to eat something just because I have it and it’s tasty… I learn. But it must come naturally (my stubborn trainings are natural enough. forcing myself into something I don’t really desire, that’s not natural and borderline impossible too) and it takes time.
I believe it’s different longer term and more properly, that’s why I plan my November since ages (it still will be not “proper” but I probably always will favor eggs anyway). I am curious and there is room for improvement. And there is winter where I don’t need to resist my fruits (it’s hopeless anyway).
We read so many times that we desire heavy, fatty food in winter and easy things in summer… I always desired fatty protein (among others) and lots of calories at all times. I need them at all times, how people function so weird? Animals don’t stop eating animals in summer either. But some people barely eats in hot weather. Why? How?
And me a bit jealous. Someone gimme meat! Yeah I have a tiny bit lean pork stew and chicken necks but it’s not the same… I am fine with pork ribs though, I don’t have lard and it will give me some 
Or a turkey leg. I would be happy with one. I will so look over everything meat in the city, I want turkey, everyone eats turkey except me. Well, Amy did. And others mention turkey sometimes. While all the turkey I had in the last decades is the turkey sausage I ate several weeks ago.
Turkey sounds good to me now.
And where is my half mutton? If the beef farm would give me that in the beginning of November, it would be perfect.
But I want emu too.
And I so could buy this all, I just need the opportunity, dammit!
But even the little rabbits died every time this year.
(That’s about me staying away. Sorry
To make it better, I will be absolutely perfect tomorrow eating wise. Well considering what I have. But it’s not bad this time. I eat all meat I have - except the tins of tuna and a tiny bit of pork for Friday. It’s what I desire so it’s really not hard to promise.)