Ha, as if
But he surely wonāt get food like Amy in the Aussie hospital⦠That would be too carby even for him! Hungarian people without needing some super special diet typically eat the food their relatives bring in (and the edible parts of hospital food, the cooked meals are fine for a normal person), itās significantly harder when visiting is prohibited⦠We will see. He probably wonāt eat hospital food for long. Now I have no idea what he gets, one day he got absolutely no nutrients, he saidā¦
But when he comes home, I will make a nice soup of the hen I have in the freezer (and the cats will be elated too. itās nice to make everyone happy). He isnāt into meat soup near as much I am (though I take a break, eating chicken soup every day of the week was enough for a while) but itās a traditional āmedicine foodā for sick ones and I can understand that. I donāt think I have comfort foods but if I am wrong, then itās meat soup. And hot chocolate, maybe even though thatās not carnivore. I am no carnivore and probably will keep the tiny occasional amount of cocoa powder.But I mostly drink coffee with cream, itās similar. My next coffee free time will be some time later, itās nice to have it now, I need something hot and tea is boring.
I can imagine zc can be paired with disordered eating but itās silly to think it is one to begin with. Restrictions can exist as the healthiest way in every way and disordered eating is negative to meā¦
Oh well, dietetitians can have their opinions, I just feel sorry for the misled people. I was always extremely stubborn. I read about all the people who ever thought fat is bad or egg is bad or red meat etc⦠Itās so very strange to me. I never thought such things. Itās partially my environment, of course but I like to make my very own decisions when itās about one of my major joy sources and my health too. I didnāt know things for very long but at least I knew high-fat is the only way for me to live and eggs are awesome (for me, some people are allergic).
It can totally be a disorder if someone gets too health-conscious (I donāt know the term but there is a word for it), gets obsessed and without a good reason. I donāt see food as enemy and I am quite sure it is not for me. I need to be careful with certain items, I definitely should avoid others and thatās it. Others should be more strict, thatās fine but one can do it really obsessively and wrong too. I can imagine people forcing themselves to zc and mentally suffering. Possibly physically too, no diet is fine for everyone at every point of their lives.
But itās very odd to see my own woe attacked when I feel it was the best idea ever⦠Carnivore would be a tad too restrictive to me and it would cause inner turmoil and slight suffering due to my strong opinion of it being totally unnecessary as the food itself is fine⦠But I like to be very very close to it. Forcing myself into eating food I donāt want, donāt need and what makes me feeling a bit worse - it canāt be good. Is it restricted if I donāt want what is outside, at all? (I am not quite like this but getting close. I barely want any non-animal food ever and even then, the amount is ridiculous. I really, really canāt have problems with eating them even if someone must eat it as I donāt waste food. That is very serious to me but not to the point to cause discomfort to myself except with the work of solving the problem.) Then everyone has a restricted diet. No one eats absolutely everythingā¦
Wow. Even I have trigger foods. Or had. Probably still have but one can never know, I change rapidly and I am very much into my normal food now.
But there are so many reasons not to eat āeverythingā⦠We are humans, we function just fine with a small range of well chosen food items. Definitely better than eating āeverythingā if we are easily tempted with modern food.
I go to the city again. I packed my leftover meat (it wasnāt even much and I couldnāt eat it all yesterday) and some cheese, I left even 3 boiled eggs there⦠Today will be fine eating wise, no matter what. I am very prepared. And there will be lots of supermarkets nearby. I even bring some whipping cream, I used milk the last time, little but still. Cream is better and I need to use up mine, a 200ml box is a challenge if I use only coffees.
Aaaaaaaaaaand the fresh news is that Alvaro leaves the⦠emergency ward or what? Yay! I knew he will get better quickly, heās that type and he sounded not too bad. Even the sun is shining, I packed everything and go socialize (itās way less fun to be far from people now), I feel unusually fine after the last days.