My experiment day is done, now I feel a bit unwell. I satisfied my curiosity for a loooooooong time with this type of experiment… It went better in the past. I am fine just feel odd somehow, slightly bad, unusual. Still no regrets, I had to try it.
Didn’t track yet but I surely had a low fat/protein ratio and feel ready for big ones but maybe I eat normal tomorrow. I just want to chill. Alvaro has his food, I have eggs and pork chuck roast… We will see what I will want tomorrow. Alvaro has plenty of meatless protein for his carbs, I try to align our turkey meal so I will wait with that. Lean poirk then if I don’t want pork chuck or simply eaty it up. It’s only a biggish freezer box (of course you don’t know my freezer boxes. neither do I, is it 1 liter of 1.5…?), not little but I can go through it in 2 days. Unless maybe if I seriously jump my softish eggs I made for the Scotch eggs we didn’t want in the end but Alvaro says he can eat them up despite having other things to eat (along with something similarly needed to be eaten and it’s vegs so it’s up to him). Good.
I never handled well when things had to be eaten asap. Or not asap but too much food, I had some mild childhood trauma regarding that. I want something to eat, yes but too much is maybe even worse. I love that I can put my meats into the freezer All hail to the inventor!
So, holiday ends (Alvaro goes back to the hell again… too dense people and too few computers to take apart nowadays, jerky rich bosses too), time to get serious about plenty of things.
I feel ready now unlike in the beginning of January but I had okay days just not as good as they could be. At least I did my experiment and didn’t wear out my freedom loving parts.
So, I have plans now. For the next one months for now.
- No coffee and I am SERIOUS this time!!!
- Definitely no coffee before 4pm…
- But I am brave so cream isn’t banned
I need recipes to use up whatever Alvaro leaves and I don’t want to make my lovely carni dessert with, surely some meat with creamy sauce would be a nice variety…
It’s not a rule but whatever. - As strict as comfortably possible, every day. Some “strict no dairy week” doesn’t mix well with me, I would just feel restricted. I don’t force anything at all, just don’t indulge needlessly. I wrote about this before.
IDK if I will use this but I have codes.
S0 : Fasting day. I don’t expect one in the next month but I should be always ready…
S1: Eggs and fresh meat. Tea too and maybe very minimal condiments (especially mustard, still nice for eggs though it’s not as vital as it was in the beginning). Definitely. No. Coffee. Oh and my 2g butter for my egg milk! I may try to skip it but only if I really don’t want it… It’s a nice, harmless stuff. And I don’t handle too much restrictions well even if it seems I do.
S2: Not fresh meat (I call this processed but not everyone, how do I call sausages and smoked things?) as well, spices and condiments are very fine. Salmon spread too, it seems too mild for S3 and I don’t eat much. And only if I don’t have a better idea.
S3: The most relaxed form of carnivore-ish, my original definition. If very needed, some extras (eggs in purgatory - just what sauce stuck on my eggs, Alvaro is the one with carbs to pour it on - and our quite low-carb but still definitely not carnivore stews).
S2 and S3 says nothing about coffee, that’s a different thing, I have it when I really, really would feel worse without it. I have nothing against a coffee sometimes when I fancy it. I just want to stop using it all the time without reason just because it exists and good for procastination. That’s not mentally healthy. It DOESN’T help with headache, I finally learned that. (A nice thing when I have a headache though BUT my egg milks are just as good.)
No rules about timing. I obviously want to skip lunch but I just eat when I need to eat nowadays so that is fine. Hopefully I will stop this early hunger, today I didn’t have it, yay.
I will play with my fat/protein ratio but I never cared about it as long as I feel good, like my food and don’t overeat something. I will enter an unknown territory if I stick to carnivore for longer, I don’t want to make strict plans, I never was good at them anyway.
One important part of my experiments that I have some… idea? attitude?, start to eat accordingly and then do whatever feels right and see what happens. And if I don’t do explicit experiments, it’s even more flexible, I just don’t put myself or my eating into tiny boxes. I can focus on different food items I like but that’s it. Today I went for a high-protein lowish fat first meal and then I just didn’t have a proper second one. I was ready for 1-2 more meals, potentially with lots of fat (not my goal at all but I found that realistic) but my body didn’t think so. I knew what i want to eat for my first meal (I failed even that a bit but I had pork and bacon and eggs to eat as well) - and then I knew I will follow my body. It always up to it when and how many times I eat. And how much for a meal. I just chose the food to some extent but if I don’t feel I want it, I must change even that.
So I have moderately little control on my fat/protein ratio but still, choosing fattier or leaner items may have an effect. I am curious how much