Sadly that never stops me… When I cook in the morning, I can handle not eating some as it would require force to eat that very much outside of my natural eating window when I am very satiated - but when it’s already noon, I am not hungry but not fully satiated anymore (sometimes I have that at noon, sometimes I am still very much satiated and unable to eat) and I have tempting fresh meat… Mmm.
Even with that, yesterday turned out right. I suppose. I looked at my notes. Not too much meat, barely anything else, little pork shoulder and anyway, it lost so much lard (I have too much lard, again but I will fry liver today, that uses up 20g, it’s only 800g liver and I plan to add butter too as it does good to it but we will see, lard is nice too and it’s pork liver this time…)… I am sure it wasn’t a bad day macro wise (I did have fatty processed meats but little or not so fatty in the case of pork belly. it’s a very meaty pork belly, quite nice) - and it’s great otherwise! I ate mostly pork and it was lovely! And sooo satiating
I know red meat has this effect on me since long, I just had a very hard time to lose the eggs and dairy. I did have a tiny bit yesterday but that’s fine.
I want similarly nice days for a while
I probably can’t eat much from the leftover, super lean pork (the jelly from below my roast helps though… and some other fatty items… but they ruin the high protein/fat ratio I need when my other main meat is so fatty) but I have liver, let’s hope it turns out nice. It’s always hit and miss for pork liver…
Sigh. It would be nice if I wouldn’t badly need to eat as lean as possible even sacrificing some joy (I can’t sacrifice much, being a hedonist who is into fat but I do what I can)… It’s not just the sacrifice, it’s not too bad after my training but I need to figure out how on earth do I cook lean without boredom on the actual day. And it still didn’t start to work. Oh well, I keep at it while doing the more important part, minimizing dairy and eggs. I can afford eating way fattier, quite great meat if I can stop eating the amount of dairy I tend to.
I do some serious fight to avoid cream right now. I will need to open a bag soon but cream and pork shoulder on the same day, that wouldn’t end well (even if I could keep myself back, that would be stressful, I LOVE them both. and cheese and butter too. and I don’t even think about sour cream, my training was good, I can live without it for days now and when I use some as the dish demands it, I only use a little. still too much if I eat many different kinds of dairy).
Sorry I went into it too deep again. But I am enthusiastic, my meaty day yesterday went so, so well and someone like me should appreciate even a single proper day (but surely some more will follow, I do LOVE roasted soulder and it’s not fully fatty after releasing lard - but it still have some luxurious fat layers, it was so long ago… OH and this is an unusually tasty pork shoulder, it’s usually not this good, just triggering. but this is good and after eating a bunch of other meat, I was content with a little. maybe it was a good idea to taste it when I wasn’t hungry at all).
I will bring photos later! My roast is really pretty but maybe part of it me knowing how enjoyable it is. But it is truly pretty with its reddish colors and fatty shine! 
{Warning, I will talk about my pretty vegs from now on.}
My food hasn’t all the colors, that’s for Alvaro, we have plenty of white, yellow, red and PURPLE (a very vivid one) radishes now. My own, I am proud and happy and amire their prettiness. They are lovely to eat too (ask the wormies inside, thankfully most of them are fine, I mean the radishes, not the worms) but the looks are the main part and I don’t need them so I am glad I can provide some pretty new raw vegs for Alvaro. And maybe I put them on photos for the food pic thread. My basic food is so brown and yellow and repetitive… Sometimes I use some flowers or at least green stuff for the background… Even my fav plate is brown. I love browns and warmer, not too vivid yellows and reds. Tan and off white too. I do love olive greens, maybe I should get such a plate but it’s not a color I often see. That would go well with my meats and eggs.