I am hungry
Okay, it’s not BAD… Just very, very strong. And not very new.
But it’s amazing how effective some impulsive determination (and eating carby food all day the previous day, I had reasons) can be! That… Wasn’t my plan but things happen. It may or may not help my fasting, I know how my body and satiation works but there are many factors.
Oh and of course my SO being away is vital. Just me in a house full with food, it always makes it easy not eating, interestingly - unless my hunger gets bad. Or my appetite but determination kills it.
5:12pm now. I feel quite fine, the sun is shining, flowers blooming, I did garden work… Sometimes hunger takes a little bite from me though. Not painful but intense. It strengthens my determination. EF (if I am lucky and my fast becomes that) is new to me again, novelty is powerful (see my 2 carnivore weeks. 2 weeks without fruits, I can’t even imagine how I did that) and I do want to lose fat and extra skin, get more energy and health and show that I still can do EF if I put my mind on it.
And it’s peaceful!!!
Normally I plan food, cook and whatnot and today that didn’t happen. I probably need such a break now and then.
So it’s enjoyable with some hunger discomfort. I am quite enthusiastic and now I go for a tiny walk in the sunshine. Next time I go for a big one when things get hard. It didn’t get hard yet, just hungry. So strange, sometimes a soft lil hunger is annoying and I must eat, sometimes a strong one is totally tolerable and the only mildly negative thing is physical, my determination is effortlessly strong. No temptation at all.
If i can, I continue this tomorrow but I am not very hopeful. And I may miss food tomorrow too much. And my SO will eat, I really need to separate my mealtimes from his except dinner, dinner is good. But maybe even that if my body doesn’t need food yet…
So it’s interesting, I definitely wanna give it a try often, maybe every week (preferably not on the weekend… it’s fine now but I normally feel like to relax my ways then and I tend to get hungry earlier too. I had hunger at 10am today too, just very tiny one and it went away in no time. I blame the carbs as that tends to be the right answer. a carby OMAD meal keeps me satiated for ages but it wasn’t even IF!)… I just don’t know how to put me into the right state to be determined enough. But maybe it will happen without problems. And then I can try out various last days and see which works. A high-protein high-fat dinner is a must but what about other things… And I will try various movements on my fasting day(s?) too.
And my eating days… Will I be able to do OMAD for a while? And if not, why? Diminished mealsize or missing eating in a bigger window? So many things to see! And that’s good as curiosity can be a good ally.
Sorry I thought I can keep it shorter… Should have known myself better at this point.