There is no splattering, my coffee just boils over sometimes.
Sigh. Okay so I try to go back to my normal, natural eating window. Why I get out of it so often I don’t know, my natural one is really small! Too many temptations and too little joy in life, maybe? But it’s even spring… Eating is still special. And I am almost always in the kitchen, at least it feels so but it’s not too far from reality.
The blur option made me bold, it’s not even food, it’s very, very much not keto either. I warned you if you can be triggered as I totally can’t and I was present, being the one making it. But that’s me.
Now I made bread, at least raw bread dough isn’t tempting, actually even the freshly baked stuff isn’t as it has no eggs. What lame bred is eggless? Ew. My SO doesn’t want to eat eggs in absolutely everything (except seitan, it didn’t work there. and I don’t put eggs into my tea or water either… but pretty much everything else, the first thing I did with a marshmallow recipe -one using egg whites, of course - is to put a yolk into it to make it better) and the bread is his. I love baking, it’s the only carby food I am willing to make that needs more than 1-2 minutes of work, regularly. It happens every week.
I am super wild now, my “let’s use the last days before a hopefully carni April start” idiotic attitude kicked in… So I make keto bread as well.
That’s why I am sure I will have lunch again. I won’t be able to resist, no way. I can be super optimistic, I know what I may be able to do (skipping lunch starting tomorrow) but resisting certain freshly made things at lunchtime? Not that. Just like June won’t be carnivore, most definitely. I don’t say keto because there is a slim chance for it? Very slim. Like 0.000001% but not zero.
(Theoretically I could die until and then I wouldn’t eat anything but I give a zero chance for that too because my belief in my fate or whatever is like that.)
Erm but I write too much again. So. I go back to my small eating window now (even with lunch, I can do 3-5 hours. very rarely 1. but lunch is tricky so I go for dinner OMAD if possible. I really will push myself a tiny bit from now on), no matter what my diet becomes. I need my tiny eating window all the time. It’s natural, it’s helpful, good training to be somewhat consistent.
Considering I am lucky enough to be quite satiated until 3pm almost ever workday, I am horrible at this. It’s waiting a tad more! It seems so easy… I don’t know if it IS easy but I fail it way too often. So a tiny extra push is needed.
It’s surely totally pathetic for you who just decide on EF and do it but it’s me I race with myself only. I seem to lose but I am not one to give up!