I totally understand, we have different goals and different ways to get there. Each one should do what they need to move forward.
This thread was more of a post of me doing what I tend to do too often. Obsess over the little things. As a working, living and breathing nerd I do care about data, and I do find various ways to present them in a visual interesting way and keep it exciting and manageable.
But for me, when I think it over the logging part was my brain acting on autopilot. Logging was not me trying to target things or sort out flaws. It was me obsessing over mundane details when I should focus more about the keto as a lifestyle and not a diet.
It is kind of hard to explain to others, because I just know my thinking and patterns. And me logging everything was about to turn the keto life into a task, a chore, a dirty job, something i should do, and something I would feel guilty about if I don’t. And that is not healthy and that is also kind of placing the keto life into the diet pattern. How quickly does this diet work? How much have I eaten? All my takes on diets have lead me nowhere. I’ve failed each and every one.
So me stopping the logging was more of a way for me to free my mind and make sure I focus long term. Keto life is not a sacrifice. It is not about taking a break from certain foods, giving up sugar, sweets and treats, french fries and burger buns. Keto life is about doing good things for myself. Making choices that actually benefits me. Not only here and now, but tomorrow and the next day.
I grabbed the wrong glass tonight at the BBQ. And rather then the carbonated water I drank, I suddenly felt the sweet taste of fizzy lemon beverage we all know on my lips. As the glass hit my mouth and I took the first swallow I thought to myself that this didn’t taste as good as I used to think. I had to take another swallow just to be sure. I’ve been drinking soda pops for decades, and I always loved them and craved them. Now, I just swapped back to the right glass, the one with water and told the person next to me I grabbed the wrong glass and got her a clean one.
While filling her glass and getting her ice I reflected over this, keto is turning me away from bad food. That is not a sacrifice. That is a blessing. I am not giving up or making sacrifices. I am gaining a better way of life.
I am not strong for not eating sweets and treats. I am smart not to fill up on crap. And I can still be a social person and attend social events without drinking soda pops, beer or having chocolate cake. Even when the cake looks delicious, and when that vanilla custard was poured over the moist cake. Yeah it looked good, but I was already full, the fatty cuts I layed on the grill, along with the sour cream got me satiated. I didn’t need the cake that the others had and so loudly enjoyed. I didn’t miss the cake or the soda pop. For a few seconds I could almost taste the cake and custard, but I didn’t get a craving. The lust for that cake&custard vanished within seconds.
I am not trying to set the standard for what others should do, of course everyone should do what they feels gives the most benefit. I guess the point of this thread was to get my head back on and having to think things over one more time.