11/13/17
I’m stuffed.
The best thing about Keto WOE is learning how to listen to your body. Previously, I was always starving, so food was a mad, obsessive scramble at all times. Finishing one meal, while planning the next. I would be in the kitchen for hours on the weekend, planning an executing 3 meals a day plus two snacks.
Since starting Keto, eating to fat satiety has shown me the eating issues I have. Once I was no longer starving from a carb heavy diet, I felt freedom from the fear of when, where my next meal was coming from.
So I’ve been going along the past three months, riding the wave of losing weight slowly, enjoying everything I eat and the wonderful energy.
Suddenly in the past two weeks, I’m over-shopping and over-eating. I’m a bit suspicious it’s a mental/emotional reaction to completing my first fast (46 hours) or is it my upcoming audit that I am completely unprepared for?
I’ve been stressing greatly about prepping for my audit, to the point of tears. Frozen with the inability to act because I had a major data loss this year and cannot locate all my electronic data (receipts, tax workbooks documenting how deductions were arrived etc.) my triple redundant backups were flawed!
So this stress has me finding I’m eating to nausea. I’m stuffed, and still eating. I’m also finding I’m eating carbs, you know, the sneaky ones.
So very glad I’m seeing a psychologist. Can’t wait to work through this with him this week. I also have my monthly nutritionist visit, am pretty sure I am going to find I gained weight vs lost over the last month.
With this community and tthe podcast, I’m grateful I’m learning to listen to my body. I’m fearful I’m aware I’m stuffing my gut with overeating, and the possible emotional triggers. Yet still I stuff…
I’ll go back to 16:8 today with compassion for my fear. Trust my body’s food signals while acknowlging my stress signals and go for a gym workout.
Any other ideas? Tips? How do you adjust your psychology of eating?
~Class of 2017 KCKO