Oh I did that with many stuff, thatâs how my low-carb times started. I canât consider peanuts bad in general at all, I am very sure they are great for many - but I feel my body isnât into them. It should help but not really. Itâs still mostly harmless. If I can consume toxins (booze) without problems, I can eat this old fav too. Of course bigger amounts when my body nudges me are different but eating little while I donât need them, donât even gain joy from them, itâs just stupid.
Itâs no big deal, I pretty much avoid it since years, I had some desperate times when I was bored of my meat but now I should get my stuff together and be okay even on off days.
But still⌠NOT having off days work way better
Itâs just unrealistic at this point but I can make some nice streaks in July I think. But I really want some rules for ALL of my days, no matter if I stray a bit or not. Those got better anyway as my taste and preferences changed but lately I realized I still can have surprisingly bad days. I thought itâs in the past. Sigh.
Good thing I never can get âproperlyâ sugar poisoned anymore
That isnât fun.
Now I want to think about proper eating only. I fried my pork and yep, it fit the big pan! Between baking 2 different stuff for Alvaro and frying my pork, the kitchen got too hot again but now I have food for days. I have plenty of eggs from before.
5:15pm, I am still satiated. Just how much I ate yesterday?
I have no idea but it doesnât seem much⌠Maybe the hot. I never was the type to eat little in hot weather but who knows?
Btw radio talks about what to eat and what not to eat in this weather⌠Heavy food. I still donât know what that is. Fatty pork feels light to me but itâs probably considered heavyâŚ? But I am in my leaner meat phase now. So I need to add extra fatty items to balance things out. I would be doomed without dairy.
Today is different as I had leaner pork last time and need more lard so I focus on a bit fattier pork. But I go back to lean afterwards and that will be a way bigger amount.
This piece of chuck seems lean, it happens, they arenât all the same⌠So it didnât give me lard. Maybe 10g in the bottom of the pan if I am careful? I used to get 30g from less than half of thisâŚ
Oh well I still have options.
@robintemplin: Nice! A really big benefit of carnivore that it makes simple so easier in some areas
I finally reached the point where my carni days are very chill. My off days, on the other hand⌠I need to focus and figure out what happens between them. Why I stray? I know a few reasons but it only explains rare occurances still close to carni. June is special even though I should have done it better. I have no excuses for July.
Oh but I will have my birthday
I should have something nice for that. No steak though. I donât even travel until September if possibleâŚ
But maybe⌠Deer? Itâs not even so expensive. Itâs like some not too expensive though not cheapest beef. We looked at deer prices and packages a lot lately, I am sure we both would love some 
We have smoked mackerel now, I totally forgot about it and it doesnât have a very long shelf life⌠YAY. I will bring photos, itâs beautiful!
(You are all heros putting up with me. I especially feel almost-guilty - I have immunity or almost, hedonist thing in dark times. I canât afford feeling even worse - after June. It never was a keto month for me and while I did it way better now, I had very few proper carnivore-ish days if any. Even today wonât be perfect but good enough I suppose. And there are things around me I wanted to try. Traning time, yay. It was ages ago I did something like that. I donât feel weak from the hot weather today and I am hedonistic enough to resist and choose feeling good and enjoying my proper food instead. If I ever get hungry today.)
And note to self: There is no such things as popping in to read. I always reply, get thoughtsâŚ