Oh I did that with many stuff, that’s how my low-carb times started. I can’t consider peanuts bad in general at all, I am very sure they are great for many - but I feel my body isn’t into them. It should help but not really. It’s still mostly harmless. If I can consume toxins (booze) without problems, I can eat this old fav too. Of course bigger amounts when my body nudges me are different but eating little while I don’t need them, don’t even gain joy from them, it’s just stupid.
It’s no big deal, I pretty much avoid it since years, I had some desperate times when I was bored of my meat but now I should get my stuff together and be okay even on off days.
But still… NOT having off days work way better
It’s just unrealistic at this point but I can make some nice streaks in July I think. But I really want some rules for ALL of my days, no matter if I stray a bit or not. Those got better anyway as my taste and preferences changed but lately I realized I still can have surprisingly bad days. I thought it’s in the past. Sigh.
Good thing I never can get “properly” sugar poisoned anymore
That isn’t fun.
Now I want to think about proper eating only. I fried my pork and yep, it fit the big pan! Between baking 2 different stuff for Alvaro and frying my pork, the kitchen got too hot again but now I have food for days. I have plenty of eggs from before.
5:15pm, I am still satiated. Just how much I ate yesterday?
I have no idea but it doesn’t seem much… Maybe the hot. I never was the type to eat little in hot weather but who knows?
Btw radio talks about what to eat and what not to eat in this weather… Heavy food. I still don’t know what that is. Fatty pork feels light to me but it’s probably considered heavy…? But I am in my leaner meat phase now. So I need to add extra fatty items to balance things out. I would be doomed without dairy.
Today is different as I had leaner pork last time and need more lard so I focus on a bit fattier pork. But I go back to lean afterwards and that will be a way bigger amount.
This piece of chuck seems lean, it happens, they aren’t all the same… So it didn’t give me lard. Maybe 10g in the bottom of the pan if I am careful? I used to get 30g from less than half of this…
Oh well I still have options.
@robintemplin: Nice! A really big benefit of carnivore that it makes simple so easier in some areas
I finally reached the point where my carni days are very chill. My off days, on the other hand… I need to focus and figure out what happens between them. Why I stray? I know a few reasons but it only explains rare occurances still close to carni. June is special even though I should have done it better. I have no excuses for July.
Oh but I will have my birthday
I should have something nice for that. No steak though. I don’t even travel until September if possible…
But maybe… Deer? It’s not even so expensive. It’s like some not too expensive though not cheapest beef. We looked at deer prices and packages a lot lately, I am sure we both would love some 
We have smoked mackerel now, I totally forgot about it and it doesn’t have a very long shelf life… YAY. I will bring photos, it’s beautiful!
(You are all heros putting up with me. I especially feel almost-guilty - I have immunity or almost, hedonist thing in dark times. I can’t afford feeling even worse - after June. It never was a keto month for me and while I did it way better now, I had very few proper carnivore-ish days if any. Even today won’t be perfect but good enough I suppose. And there are things around me I wanted to try. Traning time, yay. It was ages ago I did something like that. I don’t feel weak from the hot weather today and I am hedonistic enough to resist and choose feeling good and enjoying my proper food instead. If I ever get hungry today.)
And note to self: There is no such things as popping in to read. I always reply, get thoughts…