Please don’t feel that way. Most of us genuinely want to fix ourselves and help others if possible.
FYI: I thought carnivore was batshit crazy when I first went keto. It took someone I respected taking the plunge, sucessfully, before I gave it a go.
I tend to eat 2-3lbs a day. I don’t measure. I precook a lot because I eat a good amount of ground beef. I add fat to my meal when cooking leaner bits; not butter or cheese usually tallow, lard or fat trimmings.
I eat mostly beef as it is what my body seems to prefer. Pork (other than belly) has mostly lost its appeal, I no longer care much for chicken although I do eat eggs.