So I post on here pretty frequently I think.
But there’s something I never mentioned and I think it might b an issue possible…idk?
So a couple years ago I was going thru a really rough period and I lost 30+lb (I was way under weight and looked gross lol) and I look back now and realize I am pretty sure I had an eating disorder because I never ate anything. And when I did eat it was very small portions probably smaller than a baby would eat.
Here lately I have been “forgetting” to eat- and im feeling like garbage.
But working at the Chinese place and not being able to eat much of anything here is making it hard for me to want to eat. I feel like I might be stepping back towards eating disorder territory. :"( the other night I got home and realized I had only had half a chicken breast all day. And lost feeling in my hands and legs and almost fell asleep at the wheel… Lol not fun!!
I’m almost to breaking point here because I want to eat. But I would rather harm myself than eat non keto… Lol