So I had a generally weird week last week and needed a reset. I am starting my 11th week keto and have been wanting to try an extended fast. I jumped in Monday evening and am curreny 61 hrs in. I am planning to stop this evening or tomorrow at lunchtime.
This whole keto thing has really opened my eyes to a lot of things, but fasting is eye opening in a new way. Nothing earth-shattering shattering here, but I thought I’d make a list of observations and realizations and that maybe others could relate or would like to do the same. Or maybe I am just in a state of fasting-induced euphoria.
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The 18th hour (and close to it) really is the most challenging. I should have planned better so that I wasn’t making dinner for my kids then. But I did it!
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Electrolyte balance and supplementing is something I have to be much better about. I was able to use this time to nail down my particular symptoms and find a solution that works for me.
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Exercising fasted? Wow. I got home from a walk and wasn’t winded, and didn’t raid the pantry afterwards. Not drenched in sweat. Granted, I have lost 25lbs since mid-June, but it just felt different fasted, in a Disney movie / rainbows and puppies kind of way.
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I had kind of lost that rush/edge I’d felt when first becoming fat adapted. I don’t know if that’s because the newness had worn off or what. But getting past the 24 hour mark brought it rushing back. I feel like a machine, have even more mental clarity than before, and I am just plain old happy. That bear holding a big machine gun riding a shark on a massive wave image? Yeah, that’s what I am feeling like again. But even more so than before.
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I eat a lot when I am bored. Or procrastinating. Or trying to numb out and avoid. Keto itself was like walking into a lit room and finding a box of issues in the corner, but fasting is like sitting at a detective’s interrogation desk with the spotlight in your eyes, being drilled about said box. Whoa. I thought I was over it. Wrong. I could acknowledge it, and work through it without problems. Major win.
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I have better cemented a food as energy mindset. This fast has definitely helped me separate different aspects of my relationship with food and I realize that I can be better about maximizing nutritent density and such. And that I actually want to.
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I don’t think I will ever get to the point where I don’t truly enjoy food. I love cooking for others. But it doesn’t own me–I don’t need it to numb out, and I realize now that I can enjoy it without gorging myself or just being mindless about it. Life has forced me to continue to grocery shop while fasting (what?!?) and I even caught myself watching The Great British Bake Off and The Chef’s Table (about pastry!) without heading out for a treat or fighting a binge afterwards. And @carl is spot on–there is something very powerful about cooking for others while fasting. Don’t tell the fasting police, but I did lick the back of a spoon to taste the butter chicken I made for my family last night (it was a new to me recipe and I had to check it for heat).
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Keto has given me a new confidence, but fasting has blown the lid off. I can do hard things (although it has been surprisingly easy
after that 18-20 hr mark, this time at least) and I can make good choices, even at two baseball games with box seats and full food service and alcohol. I felt like a boring grown-up, but who cares! -
I am still not confident enough to mention that I am fasting to anyone.
Not good, I know. I just don’t have the patience for the discussion and debate side of things at this point in my life. Maybe it’s not that I lack the confidence to engage, but I am confident enough in what I am doing and how I feel to choose not to. hmmm.
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Fasting is a tool in the toolbox. For overall physical and mental health. I couldn’t fathom that before. I now understand why fasting is an important part of some religious traditions, and not just a thing of atonement or punishment.
We always hear about “unplugging” Things like “everything works better after being unplugged for a while, even YOU” Cutting back on electronics/social media, taking a hike in the woods, a weekend alone, etc. I never saw food/eating as something to take a break from. I never saw it as a possibility, but removed from.it a bit, I have a different perspective, just as I would/do with the other types of unplugging. Mind blown.