@Fangs I want to directly say that I appreciate each and every word you took the time to type. The directness is very much appreciated and pulling my covers so to speak to wake me up to the realities of getting started on the right foot is welcomed.
I am committed to this (after all I did just buy $2000 worth of grass fed/finished beef!) and one of the main reasons I joined this specific thread is for accountability.
So thank you!