So much for my plan to have something really super awesome if and when I cheated. I was craving carbs badly today so I decided to first eat a bunch of 100% dark chocolate. That just stoked my carb craving, so then ate 5 single serving cups of peanut butter which they call “natural” but has sugar added, which I happened to have in my desk drawer. Kind of a bummer, but I have to say I did enjoy it and it tasted like candy. In my sugar-induced daze, I couldn’t figure out why it’s supposed to be a GOOD thing that stuff like this tastes extra sweet after you’ve given up sweets?! I mean it tasted really good…so good I ate all of them…so that’s NOT a good thing right?! I guess it’s better than buying M&Ms from 7-eleven?? The day’s not even half over though…there’s still time to continue the cheat. I’ll update this post with my full confession tomorrow.
It’s my first REAL cheat. I had one cheat where I ate sunflower butter and dark chocolate and ended up with 23 carbs for the day. Then another one where I ate a lot of sunflower butter and had 30 carbs. Today I’m already up to 48 for the day.
Edited to add though: does anyone feel like when you fall off the wagon on keto, it’s not nearly as bad as on other diets? I remember some spectacular cheats on previous diets…I mean binging just ridiculous stuff like a whole box of granola bars or much more than that. I’m not proud that I ate 5 peanut butter servings, but I AM surprised that it didn’t prompt me to go out and buy a bag of chocolate…