My flowers are almost blooming, well the 4 new pansies I bought today totally are I will bring photos later.
I had an offline period again (regarding the forum and YT, at least, I still read stuff on my tablet but I never use certain places there as it’s not convenient), that’s why I disappeared. But I went off anyway, I don’t have meat since some time and no idea when I can get some. All our shoppings happened in small stores and supermarkets (I don’t think the small ones are called supermarket but the supermarkets lacked meat counters too) and it turned out that the first day (Saturday) of a 4 day holiday is problematic regarding pork on sale…The available meat was too expensive with too much plastic or I just didn’t want that cut… I wanted a tiny break anyway for multiple reasons but it got too long when it was inconvenient to go to the small town to visit the butcher so I didn’t do it. I am not determined to buy meat, apparently as I easily could do it if I really wanted. But I don’t even care now, my life is a super big chaotic fail now.
I have no problem with breaks and while I don’t feel the best, it’s quite okay as I went back to OMAD (I only could focus on one thing and it was the most important thing for me). But I kinda need meat very soon as I don’t even try to make efforts, I eat what is easiest and it’s a tad tricky without meat.
Of course I eat many eggs and some dairy and sausage and whatever, I had fish and beef liver but it’s not enough. Now we have a dish made from some brisket, not very much but not carnivore either. I have lots of beef, cheaper cuts but that’s still special stuff for special weekends in moderation. I prefer pork anyway but I am choosy even with that.
The brisket seems a nice but normal beef to me but the dish is some kind of stew, I will be curious what happens when I roast it. I have a tiny bit left to fry on Monday.
It’s interesting to see what I do in this situation I didn’t manage to surprise myself.
As I can’t even try anything, I still drink very many coffees a day. And I don’t like it. I mean, the actual coffees, they aren’t good. Well maybe now as I opened a bag of cream…
Sorry I wrote that much, it’s a compulsion.
Oh the beef liver… I eat it slower and slower but that’s my relationship with organs especially liver. It’s still okay stuff but I can’t eat much of it. It got hard with time but it’s fine, I just eat it even slower. It lasted several days but only one little piece is left… Eggs definitely tempts me more, I ate scrambled eggs from 5 eggs today, I eat scrambled eggs for every day. I had a not carnivore but close enough for me (it was an off day anyway but I don’t work that way, I still mostly eat carnivore dishes) not-pizza with 4 different cheeses on it, that was nice. The crust was almost pure egg, I liked that. I eat much dairy now compared to my normal tiny consumption but without proper meat it’s expected. I can handle it for a while but I prefer very low dairy except once in a blue moon I think.
Interestingly, I can’t get bored with my eggs now. My sponge cake muffins are wonderful, best sandwich breads ever, I eat them with cheese and sausage (just a slice of a dry, tasty one, I had 4 different kinds for a while, only 2 opened package though ;)).
Hopefully I can focus a little more soon (and go and get some meat but I must go to the town. this week wasn’t good for it, only 3 workdays too), carnivore-ish OMAD is trickier. Carbier OMAD was zero effort. No tracking, of course, I have enough problems without that now surely useless thing. So IDK how much carbs I had, not very much but not very low as I prefer. But I didn’t care and hadn’t proper meat (still could have done it better but that’s effort even if not much).
Stupid comment. Let’s talk about spring weather then. March continues to be colder than the really unusually warm February, we heat more… The mornings are frosty and we don’t get 15C like in winter now… But the purple and white flowers came out in the forests (Corydalis cava, it seems. I prefer the Hungarian name, it’s cute)… My daffodils super slowly but start to bloom… Nothing can stop spring now, it’s definitely here. I will stop feeding the chickadees and sparrows very soon, they only get a very little sunflower seeds now, they aren’t even interested much anymore, good. They need to catch insects now.
Still no rain. Okay, we had a little one time but we need much more. Even the big pond got smaller and the shallow places egrets and frogs liked almost disappeared.
When I was shopping, I looked at yogurts. Nope, we don’t have extremely low-fat stuff, it’s 1.5% at least, 3-3.2% is the typical fat content and all Greek yogurt is 10%.