yes I sure know your Mum takes care of her little boy
her beef ribs I bet are just wonderful, made my Mum for you, can’t get any better than that truly
I loved reading about your mom doing this for you!!
OK…you have the means. You made your food at your city home so why are you not ‘controlling your needs’ now? Is it more you are tired and got sick and said screw this kinda in a way and then the politics of work are wearing you down? IF YOU got the means, you need your egg rollup cigars again in your life
I remember you doing so well making those and enjoying it too!
Sometimes we get somewhat buried ‘under it all’ thru whatever comes our way. Time maybe? for you to look UP UP to what you used to do to handle your work city teaching job time and come to the surface again and ‘take back control’ as you need to do for you??
this is JUST chat my friend. If it seems to suit you in any way cool, if I am off track, hey sorry 
love this! More we feel we are deserving even tho we might feel less than, if we put the work into ourselves we can change and give more to others thru our success! So yea, words to kinda live by!!
and I am jealous on this one. omg such yum!
but ya know, those who love raw got it even more simple.
raw meat, eat.






it’s great to hear from you. I have been eating half seared steaks recently and really enjoying them. Just like to eat meat hot otherwise I would eat them completely raw and it was all your posts of raw meat that inspired me even if it took me a while to get there lol. I don’t eat it raw all the time but when I do the difference in taste and texture is amazing. I tend to sear both sides if the steak has been sitting in fridge for a couple of days after I have opened a pack of 2 and already eaten one. I think to eat raw it has to be as fresh as. Anyway good to see you popping in 
of course now the order is to keep moving.







, nah, no bigger plate, you will have that thing cut down to small in no time! Attack! Was that on your woodstove grill setup? just wondering, I can’t stop thinking about it…too darn great!








