Up to you, of course but eating some lamb hearts (not necessarily raw, I just talk about eating heart in any way we like :)) sounds a good idea to me! I never did that, unfortunately. Heart is good. I am not like @Naghite, I am quite choosy with my organs but liver and heart is fine (liver depends on the animal). And tongue is the best but itâs nice to have different textures, meaty (I canât explain it well, itâs not like normal cuts but more similar than other organs) tongue, soft liver, chewy heart! (If I see a spleen next time, I will buy it. Itâs not just in any supermarket with a meat counter⌠And not even in the hypermarket I buy most of my meat fromâŚ)
Of course @carnivoor2 and @Naghite wrote WAY better replies than me⌠I am just a normal, tired one.
Shopping is stressful. We bought some food, some necessities, nothing extreme (though there was a water tank but it wasnât very expensive), picked up some parcels (mostly food) and it was $360 (just in HUF, of course). More than Alvaroâs monthly salary and it didnât help his already gloomy mood. We have hard times now emotionally. I realized itâs much better to be here, I can distract myself better, this thread and forum make my mood better tooâŚ
I have my freezer full and itâs without an over 2kg pork butts slab I will roast tomorrow.
We merely lack eggs but thatâs easy to change.
And we have no ruminant now, maybe next time we find some nice deer. I saw some not very expensive veal (I never ate veal) but Alvaro wasnât excited and we already had a ton of pork, this time I made sure of it⌠So we werenât sure it would fit into the freezer. I bought 2.5kg chicken liver too.
And prices, they are crazy. Some doesnât change but butter goes up like it wouldnât have been high before. Coffee is similar so I consider it luxury I canât afford - except now I can drink little and I bought some cheap instant coffee, I thought it wonât be okay but itâs drinkable just not enjoyable black. Itâs fine, why would I want to drink coffee in my fasting window? But today I drank a lot, some tea too⌠Sometimes it helps and I really needed every little comfort. I am no comfort eater and probably not a big comfort drinker either but coming home and drinking some nice warm drink, thatâs good.
I will think about some vague goals later. I am not very determined for October, I want to survive it and do something useful⌠Originally I planned a quite off month, not all the time of course as I am unable to do that and itâs a bad idea too but itâs October, one of the worst months for carnivore for me. But I can find excuses any time, I should focus on being in my best form possible and my miraculous fat-loss that just started. I need to build a little momentum. I trained, I have good habits and taste, I have SUPPLIES!!! I should be able not to mess things up too much even without a serious determination and feeling quite down a lot. But itâs not so simple. If something can give me joy, I grab it, I have so little of them now. Something like that. Of course I consider the consequences as a proper hedonist should.
I ate chicken today (and a little pork in the meat soup) as Alvaroâs Mom cooked that, it was nice, not carnivore but very meaty. She can make chicken nicer than me but I was hungry too. Itâs still not substantial enough and I ate a lot of chicken (not from my own viewpoint, compared to the content of the pot but it wasnât very little, she learned I canât do much with a single chicken leg ;)).
We tasted a new cheese, it is fine but too easy to eat as itâs kind of soft and not super flavorful. But very, very nice. Cheese prices went up a lot too, maybe I mentioned that.
But itâs a quite off weekend again. I will see what happens on Monday, I imagine I jump my pork butts but I will taste Alvaroâs food tomorrow, it will have a lot of smoked pork hock!
it was on sale, it was so long ago he ate that dish. I tasted the hock (and will keep a piece of it for myself) and itâs nice and ham-like. Yum.
I decided on September I wonât promise anything for October. I probably still will get plans but I just canât care much right now, I am hurting due to various reasons. Of course I must eat right to avoid feeling even worse but I can afford more than many people, my body is indulgent enough.
I bought so many different items, my 2 fav kinds of sausage was on sale, I found some nice seeming pâtÊ (I read the label this time⌠almost no sugar and no MSG, yay! I hate the taste of both in my pâtÊ).
Oh! I found rollmops without sweetener!!! Yay!
The price of hake fish went up and my pork is way cheaper and so, so much better and more substantial so I just couldnât bring myself to buy the stuff. Maybe later. All the tinned fish (herring) I ate lately was enough to turn off my desire toward fish for a while. I mean, I could eat some nice fish but I donât need it.
But I will focus on meat and eggs, the processed stuff is just for emergencies, variety, days when I am bored of pork⌠I go for 60-65% fat as it seems to be best for me but I donât plan these numbers, I just eat lots of leaner pork
I have so much of it now 
I couldnât find turkey wings but there are good chances for it in the nearby little town too, it will be fine.
Itâs sooo good to be at home again. With my (very icy at this point) freezer fully packed
My 11 eggs bother me a bit but itâs really easy to get some, I just need some DRY days. Seriously, we had rain all the time lately!!! I washed my long white carpet and poor wet thing is outside, trying to get dry⌠In vain⌠Once the rain fell on it too but now itâs under the covered part of the terrace. We canât bring it in when itâs wet, we already use our dehumidifier, the house is so humid⌠And we canât really put it anywhere inside. But the carpet needed its wash. I forgot about it when it was hot summer 
We have sunshine almost every day but even more rain. It was ENOUGH, everything is soaking wet.