Yogurt is the one I don’t often want
And never did before I discovered Greek yogurt! But sour cream is better. By the way, I finished the mistakenly bought 12% fat sour cream. It was so super low-fat, it felt almost like curdled milk first! Or non-Green yogurt. Odd as its fat content is way higher than those… It’s probably the shock of not getting what I want, I am very used to 20% sour cream (we have 25% too but it’s rare and I don’t really need that, 20 is fine). And 12% is NOTHING like that.
So, I had a lovely, meaty carnivore-ish day yesterday, finally! I ate at 17:30, it was an OMAD day. No photos as I was hungry when my food got ready but I ate a tiny leftover fried pork, some roasted pork shoulder and a moderate sized chicken quarter. I didn’t enjoy my meal as much as usual but it was fine as I had no appetite anyway, moderate hunger and a HUGE need for calories. Why can’t my things being synchronized?
The food should have been enough but I was still hungry so I ate more pork shoulder. It only was roasted for about 2 hours despite being a big slab so it wasn’t quite ready yet but I cut off some outside parts. I need to cook the inner parts more (I used the air fryer for the original portion, it fit into it with the chicken just fine). And maybe make it more interesting in the process…? But maybe not. Pork shoulder is the odd cut that is super easy to eat in big amounts (except I hold back, less so on OMAD though) while I don’t like it so very much.
Do I write too much about my meats I wonder… And I only have a few pork cuts, I really don’t know why I can’t stop at some point… But it is a nice topic
And I ate little meat in the previous days compared to my normal level so I was more enthusiastic about meat even if I didn’t eat what I really like. As I wrote, it wasn’t needed. I think it was a very unusual day where I didn’t want much joy from my food. Normally I just tolerate a less enjoyable meat, it’s fine occasionally but now I really didn’t feel a need for something better. Not like it was bad, the chicken skin was a bit crunchy (it was better last time…), the pork was fatty enough… And I had a slice of Red Leicester cheese too. It was on a big sale and we like it. Alvaro more than I but it’s fine and variety.
Dairy wise I ate… cheese, butter, milk, sour cream and quark. On a heavily meat oriented day. Sometimes I plan to limit my dairy items to 3 kinds only… I tend to get carried away. If I had an opened box of cream, I would have eaten some of that too. I have that now but I run out of milk 
Tracking. Due to pork shoulder, my fat intake is anybody’s guess (protein too but to a smaller extent) and the chicken is inevitably a guesstimation too. But I do what I can without overcomplicating things (it wouldn’t make my guesstimation much better at this point. I did weighed things and thought in the past).
Oh so that’s why I was hungry after my first plan, it was 110-120g protein only…
So, I ended up with ~140g protein and less fat than that. 7g carbs, I didn’t overdo dairy and eggs, after all 
670g meat, a tad less than 1.5 pound, very normal for a meaty but moderate day. (I mean, I only ate once and as little as possible. I was kind of hungry for 2.5 hours afterwards, I blame the chicken. And the low meatiness of my previous days.)
So, after all this meat today I should be able to do a fat fast day! Lunch skipping is almost essential for that but it’s my plan for June anyway. I can’t expect eating as early as 3pm and not eating too much (though it can happen on meaty carnivore days with the leanest meat possible for me. but where is the adequate joy in that?). I really had enough and want to lose fat now. I start to see myself disgustingly fatty. (It’s just me, of course, I don’t have this with other people even if they have many times more fat. I am only 80kg, some short women looks fabulous with this weight, sadly not me with my round head and fatty belly. it was a small miracle I tolerated myself this far, not like I could do much about it but more than what I actually did… I never was pretty and never was vain. I just want to feel good and my belly can be ignored most of the time but it wore me down, eventually. anyway, health. and showing off the muscles I will have one day).
By the way, muscles, I did my half workout yesterday (arms and shoulders, my priority but I start with those as they are the small muscles, they should come first). One day I will be able my full body workout on the same day. It usually don’t happen in the same month… I try to get my stuff together regarding that too. Last time I had a serious muscle ache but not this time, I like my muscles get used to the strain very quickly. I usually only have a serious ache after neglecting my workout for a while. I even had biceps ache and that almost never happens. My triceps is the whiny one
But the ache never annoys me, I am just happy I did my workout and it’s never too bad.
The next, last part will mention fruits but it’s a big part of my life now, it’s canning season at the moment and I wondered about my changes.
Ignoring our fruits (even my favs, even if it’s not in any other way, only fresh) is ridiculously easy (well it’s only day 2 but still, it’s unusual for me in June). Not even accidents happen while picking a lot (well, a lot for me, Alvaro does it more seriously but I wanted to help a little)! I totally lost the ability to indulge “much”. Much is a tiny fragment of what many other people do. I don’t know how to feel about this but it’s quite fine this far.
Thankfully Alvaro does most of the picking, it gets old very quickly, no matter how pretty and healthy the fruits are (and they have no thorns! I probably will avoid the blackberries this year, I never liked them. they never fail to prick my finger and embed the thorns in my flesh if I am more than a minute around them). But we start to run out of cupboard tops… I always wanted a pantry but it just couldn’t happen. Maybe one day I get a big “pantry cupboard”, maybe I can fit one somewhere… I have too few corners, sadly, for various reasons. Like doors, lack of walls and stairs.