Oh, coffee… Sometimes I think about trying to quit. It’s surprisingly hard.
I had lots of harmless enough addictions and my first carnivore days cured them all. Except coffee, I actually didn’t drink it for TWO DAYS! My biggest success with it ever except when I don’t have coffee at home, it’s very easy then (I still miss something but hot chocolate or some nice flavored egg milk easily replaces it).
I don’t know what to do with its role. I drink zillion coffees a day (once I drank 1.5 liters :D). The caffeine doesn’t seem to affect me noticeably and I drink extremely weak ones. But not drinking it? Almost unimaginable. I woke up and drink 4 mugs right away today. It gets worse, I never drank coffee in the morning in my past, only after noon.
Maybe I should find some clearly negative effect, I am health-conscious enough to stop consuming bad things. The problem with coffee is that it seems harmless physically, I am not even a real addict as I am okay without it but I need to keep caffee at home for certain purposes. Once I asked my SO to hid the coffee from me… I even tried normal coffee instead of my usual instant, it tasted much worse but I still drank it. I learned to drink it black. I don’t even like the taste of my current ones now but it fills some void. It disturbs me a tiny bit (but my life has waaaaaaaaay bigger problems so I don’t care very much) that I have some not quite healthy mental thing with it. I try to use it for something, it’s not very effective though. Coffee helps with procrastination… It’s almost comforting but not quite… If I make drastic changes, coffee is something that stays and make the changes a tad easier. I definitely need to improve my life and to use other methods instead needlessly and uselessly drink coffee. But just because I know that, the situation don’t get better.
I tried to use tea instead, I actually like tea and have some little collection all the time. But coffee has something extra and it’s often useful that my coffee has small volume unlike my tea.
As I basically don’t resist temptation, especially not if it’s a drink or food, I have big problems with quitting coffee. I rarely even try. It’s so very easy with food, I rarely get tempted to consume the wrong ones so I almost always practice good habits. With coffee, I always practice and make stronger my not right habit. And my old, strong habits are extremely hard to break. Certain things help me if it’s food but coffee is special, it has its own role and almost nothing can replace it and the drinks which can, those can’t work in every case. They are good enough to replace it when I have no coffee but if I have some…
I am pathetic and exhibitionist, right? Whatever, it’s the truth. I am a weak one 
Now I whined about this topic, I won’t do it again. Maybe I will try harder. I actually have some tiny reasons to quit. Not a single serious one, that’s why it’s hard. It’s some slightly not okay mental thing, not physical. And while determination helps me immensely, I just can’t get determined about quitting coffee. Almost anything but. Quitting added sugar? It was nothing (it seems I wasn’t addicted to it at all. I feel lucky as it seems it’s nor common). Gluten-free years? Easy. Not eating for some days ust because I decide it? No problem. A day without coffee? Well, that’s tough. It’s on the level of a low-fat day and I know low-fat is an insane, bad idea for me. But I did it once out of curiosity. I am not curious what would happen without coffee. Nothing interesting would happen.