yea we were farmers and I know this feeling ALL SO well and understand point blank what you are feeling on it all
we were over 400 laying hens for eggs sales, 125 boer goats, angus herd, bred and raised Spotted Saddle Horses, raised and rotated about 125 hogs for sausage and chop sales, over 100 acres in crops and just as much for hay sales and I get it. Leaving this all behind and taking the ‘food out of the consumers’ mouths that WANT so bad this fresh product and humane farming etc.
But for us age hit We did it many many years, worked real jobs sometimes thru it all and we hit age literally where we had the hard call…our life vs our work/farm life and it came down to quality of life in that we loved the farm life point blank or we never would have done it, to ‘what do we want now’…it was HARD making that ‘what is life now at this age’ and making the things we dreamed to be reality and not tied to a farm. We closed it all down. Sad truly as we mourned it all in that passing but I firmly believe life is in stages and one must follow what one needs for long term. Hubby with back troubles, omg hay making season each may got worse and worse so at some point it all went on that line for us…………but we are probably older than you LOL
Hubby 54 and me 58 and just years of super hard back breaking work and we said done…………cause around here MANY younger ones are tackling the ‘new fresh farm’ products and thriving so we left it to them
long post but yea I get ya on it all LOL