I am so miserable when even a tad sick⦠My brain is off, itās working when I need thinking but still something isnāt okay. But maybe itās the combined hotness (not over 30C but still horrible especially now, I seem to be more sensitive to it at the moment) and my disturbed sleep (my throat and needing to pee woke me up. the latter is usually impossible but I drink hot liquid ALL the time now).
I try not to go off much but I give myself anything that has any chance to make me feel a bit better. I had my best remedy in the morning, not very carby but not carnivore at all⦠And had tea with lemon and raw garlic. Nothing helped this far
But they usually work 
But my main food is a few eggs and 510g pork (itās fried pork as usual so I made no photo. itās quite pretty by the way :)), I am halfway, no appetite and I am always full with liquid but I do get hungry. I think. Hard to tell with my current body. But I donāt want to risk to feel even worse with some masked need for fuel.
I went to the town as Alvaro used the car and thatās only an hour walk (it should be less but the first time since years - it was sleet then - I didnāt even run in the slopes where itās normally irresistible. I was melting and unwell)⦠And we bought lots of 70/30 pork so I will have lard again! And those skinless cracklings I like
The price is still the usual low and it has no 2kg limit⦠So I bought 3kg. I donāt need much as my main pork is leaner. This is just the lard generating stuff and I need very little lard per week.
@Fangs: Ouch, get better! It canāt be nice at all. Itchiness is pretty annoying!
I only get caught by some sticky vines (they are everywhere around the pond) and all the thorns in my garden. And that is enough for me, I bleed often due to flora! The fauna isnāt against me.
Nothing had anything worse than a wasp/bee/ant bite (Hungarian ones, not Australianā¦). My country has a cute fauna. We donāt even have many mosquitos in this drought (of course those find me but only if I am outside. my room is safe this year, itās very unusual).
I fancy some Super Simple Days in my near future and donāt understand why I ever complicated it (except when I got bored)⦠Sometimes I think back and just canāt understand past me. If I keep thinking, I figure out some reasons but itās still odd.
And I am slightly annoyed that my throat messed up my planned pork+eggs+maybe tongue plan. I am close to it but I finally want something pure. I have such desires sometimes.
I plan to experiment so much! I wondered about fat fast too, I did it back then but HOW?
I doubt I can do the same now, maybe a very fatty but not that extreme day? But I go for leaner ones now, I am content with this pork I use lately. Sometimes I worry I will get bored but the next day itās all fine again and if not, I have some lower proper meat day and it fixes it. Or a (not wild) rabbit appears 
For some reason, I am curious and want to do extreme days, nothing bad just unusually lean or fatty, just for a single day and no force as I never do that. I got curious again. I have times when I just eat according to my experiences and desires if I have any but sometimes I really want to test my limits a bit moreā¦
Beer. I canāt say much about the taste as I tried zillion kinds, super sweet ones, banana ones, bitter ones, they are all very different! I know I donāt like most beers here as they are bitter. Not super bitter, that was a fancy monastery beer, Alvaro liked it. I donāt like sweetened beers either but sometimes something is okay-ish⦠But nothing special, I donāt want that. I would want some Glenlivet whisky, I donāt even care about the age⦠That is great stuff. The first bottle lasted for 4 years as we both drink alcohol that often and much
Booze wonāt be my problem ever I imagine.
So I drink carbonated water instead of beer now
I can even flavor it if I want, I usually donāt but I have mint plants and other things in my garden.
I used to drink vodka (a bottle lasted for 2 years for us 2ā¦?) but itās not fun anymore.
So itās a few drops of Stroh80 here and there now, not every month I think⦠And I may taste wine in December when we get a bottle.
So alcohol is mostly in the past but I keep the right to drink as much and as often as I want. Thatās a few times a year, never more than 20ml unless itās wine, I manage a small glass thenā¦? Negligible, I shouldnāt even write so much about it.
I wonder if itās connected to the fact that my drinks are usually simple, mostly water or plain tea, sometimes a coffee. I do have egg milks as they come handy sometimes and itās good to use up the little leftover egg or cream in the bowl after whipping it and using it⦠But thatās it. As I typically drank alcohol for the flavor and fun and I get my flavor and fun mostly from my food now⦠But maybe they arenāt connected. But I think they are. My food/drink consumption got simpler. Still pretty good and I like simplicity.
The pizza topping eating was always SUPER weird to me. Okay, the topping is nice but the main thing of a pizza is the crust. That makes it pizza. The topping is super important too but the crust is vital. And if I want topping, I grab some sauce and cheese and whatever, I donāt strip the slice
I wonder if people in this country do that stripping, never heard but I am almost a hermit, I donāt know people.
Itās not a critique, each to their own, just my attitude.
My tastebuds dislike mozzarella
But I surely mentioned once that Alvaroās Mom said that mozzarella in Italy isnāt tasteless. It is here. People still love it.
@Ketodaisy: Congrats! Thatās a loooooong one!