I’m starting to wonder if I have swapped out my addiction to sugar for an addiction to fat.
Ever catch yourself doing something and suddenly have an aha! moment? This morning I was making some eggs for breakfast and I caught myself eating bits clarified butter while the eggs cooked. Eating is a nice way of describing it. I wasn’t savoring a delicious spoonful of fat, I was cracking off pieces of my clarified butter and stuffing them into my mouth. The EXACT same behavior I had with sugar.
I have always liked fat and craved it. My whole milk has never been whole enough, I always add fat to it, and when I buy cream top milk I scoop the cream out and eat it.
I’m not exactly happy about this. I believe in moderation in all things, and one of the things I really liked about Keto was that I stopped having sugar cravings that I would have a hard time denying. But now it appears I have replaced that with fat cravings. I don’t think I need more fat.
I’m going to have to give this some thought. Right now we’re in the process of moving, and of driving cross country for the holidays next week, so it’s not a great time to try to be really observant about my diet, but I think that needs to happen as soon as we get settled again.
Would love to hear thoughts on this, if other people experience fat cravings/addictive binging type eating behaviors and what they think about it.
Edit to add: I don’t guzzle olive oil or anything. I would almost say this is specific to dairy, cream, butter and milk.