You said you were in this to learn how it worked, IIRC. Consider that to be a lesson
What trouble are you having with you ADs
Oh, just the usual problems everyone has with them - trying to find one that works and doesn’t have stupid side effects. Just tried Brintellix (vortioxetine) which was showing no obvious deleterious effects at 10mg for three weeks, but when we stepped it up to 20 (in an effort to get it to actually do something) my body revolted and displayed most of the listed side effects basically immediately. So after a discussion with my pharmacist, I’ve stopped that, and am back to see the psych in a couple of weeks, and I guess we try again.