Oh gawd, it’s summer again. Why do I do this every year!
I’m picking at least a pint of cherry tomatoes, 4-5 cucumbers and at least one squash, not to mention a handful of peas, every day. Anyone else torn between the old belief that fresh, organic, homegrown produce is the holy grail, and our newer knowledge that perhaps, it’s not?


For my SO, we can’t do it but it helps when it’s lettuce or spring onion season.
Even the simple ones.
I feel like such a fool. And I stayed there way too long. During that time of being a very unhealthy vegan and doubling down on all of the vegan propaganda, I remember of those big fruit smoothies with all of the fresh fruit. They were SUGAR BOMBS! It’s a wonder I wasn’t in a diabetic coma. But I thought it was “healthy”. I was told it was “healthy”, and by people who I thought wouldn’t lie to me, that I thought were trustworthy. I look back and wonder how I could have been that stupid.
But I won’t go out and just eat anything, that won’t satisfy, it’ll only make me feel bad… physically cause of the carb load, and emotionally because it didn’t connect.