@JJFiddle: Thank you! I can be very creative when it’s about my food! And I am stubborn. I make things work somehow, at least if it’s about my satiation, variety and food joy. I can’t make everything right but these are important to me. I like various textures as well
Those are some nice looking sausages… Of course the taste is more important. I am lucky enough to find pretty good sausages on average so I have very nice feelings and memories when seeing a pretty sausage
I was dying over 25C even as a kid I think but definitely over 30C… 100F (I know that’s about 40C) is HELL. But it is for nearly everyone, right? It’s extremely hot. Over our body temp, even, it’s bad.
And some poor, poor souls work in a hotter environment…
Once I was in a cooking contest, fortunately I wasn’t the cook, I wasn’t that close to the fire… And it was bright sunlight and 100F or close. We just poured water on top of our heads…
I always preferred cold over hot as my body heat help with the former. Until some point and only if I move or am insulated but still. I lived in a 8C house (while starving), it wasn’t too bad. 30C is definitely much worse. It’s one thing for 1-2 hours, even more while hiking or cycling outside but people are living in such apartmans… They don’t get relief even at night as the place is so hot it just can’t cool down.
@Geezy56: The carrot fun is great Thank you, I needed a laugh. (I always can use one more but I needed it now.) I even see vague faces on them!
I got hungry early again but I was stressed too, why I do this when it’s simple and there are no real problems? Inheritence thing (I didn’t got the final paper, apparently. and I barely know the Hungarian official terms - well I picked up some from Mom, she was a judge - so I can’t say it properly in English) AND finally a company wants to buy my useless little piece of land! IDK what they were thinking but there is a bigger land (still not huge) with dozens of owners (and we got back some land not so long ago, maybe they followed inheritance things since the time it was taken away…? still stupidly annoying). Now I know that my share is about 40 square meters. And they will pay me a little money for it, great and good riddance! I lend my proper land with 100% ownership but these stupid lil ones…? They are just a bother. I am inheriting a tiny piece of a property in a town too, with so many owners that it worth very little and useless this way anyway.
And these are simple but I still almost get anxiety attacks from it and I barely even have any idea what anxiety actually is, it’s not my thing. But I hate these official things And phone calls (except with family but I prefer talking with them personally too). I pay super little for my phone calls as it’s a few minutes with Alvaro per months, mostly. I had long calls with my Aunt as she lived so far away…
I focus on meat now when hungry, I don’t want another low-meat day, they aren’t so great. Eggs and dairy adds up super quickly as they can’t satiate me as well as red meat. They are probably quite useful on OMAD. And adds variety anyway. And no way I don’t eat eggs every day.
We had rain again but the sun is shining now and I will have a nice long walk to the town to buy some fattier meat! I had no walk yesterday for some reason so this double usual amount will be great. Except the mud on slopes. And possibly the humidity, that makes the walks not refreshing. But fresh air, forest, movement, it will do me good! Even my brain works better if I don’t just sit (showers are still more stimulating).
Apropos shower, Alvaro complained(? or just mentioned it) about the coldness of the “hot water”. I turned it pretty low when I found it too hot for a shower some days ago (I can’t just use the cold as it’s too cold and mixing the two is problematic, I simply use the hot tap so I get very cold water, then warmer and in the end I get lukewarm or almost… but I got warm water lately. I don’t even need that for washing my hair in summer) but apparently I overdid it despite using the dot specifically put there to know what is right for summer. And we didn’t even do cold showers at that time… Oh well.
I got used to cold to lukewarm showers so well. I am curious if I keep using them when summer ends. Probably not, sometimes it starts too cold for me even now but I am too bored to wait and it’s not too bad… But we get almost freezing cold water in winter and I couldn’t handle it even now. Summer cold is cold enough.
Sorry, I just couldn’t stop myself and it didn’t even help with my stress enough. Maybe my walk will.