Hi rsahadi
great to hear from you but sad to hear what you have been going through, i sympathise with you about being unable to do the things you enjoy so cruel, do you work? i didn’t know what brain fog was like until i did the Pp thing and when it lifted i was shocked at how different i felt mentally and emotionally, point being a find i do not cope with any mental work or stress these days it just wears me out and makes me angry but only because i can’t take it anymore, i also have tinnitus so loud it’s like coming out of a concert only it never goes away, (even this subsides when fasting)
i have found keeping physical, doing hard work, or just get a big sweat on( i find the gym boring) anyway you can or just reduce the caloric intake which everway, keto or vegan, makes a big difference, but any triggers need to be treated like a smoker or a junkie, avoid them ! simple isn’t it !
i feel like a ragdoll with my emotions, what makes it worse is being stuck in an environment that isn’t supportive, i also look after my 90yr old mother (with Dementia) with no help from my siblings,
as you say one day at a time, it’s been 12yrs one day at a time, and it is hope that keeps me alive.
I started the drugs after 10yrs hoping it would help me out of this mental hole, but all it’s done so far is give me the option to binge on carbs without much pain and the Pred increases the cravings, i feel like the hole just got a little deeper, today is a bad day as i have a family thing to go to tomorrow and i hate feeling guilty and hate feeling ashamed, my focus is on getting away from my family now,
then I can focus on myself,
when “i’m sad” these days becomes “i’m heavily inflamed”
anyone else relate
not because of the impact it has on your life but does inflammation have a direct effect on your mood?
~sisotek~