More than anything I am upset that I let the scale affect my mood.
I was having great NSVs so I wanted numerical confirmation. What a fool I was. I have to remember that NSVs are why we KCKO, not the number on a stupid electronic device. Feeling better is a great NSV. Fitting into an old pair of pants, another great NSV. Eliminating urges to binge without trying, best NSV of all. I am going to focus on those things and get my mood back on track. I want this to be a good day and not a day I spend moping 'cause the number is “wrong”.
I had my husband hide it in a place that even if I could find it I wouldnt be able to reach it.