@pase: Welcome! Sadly I can’t help with your problem… I am quite fine on carnivore myself.
I don’t feel strong I eat whatever I want It’s SO COOL now… Today is carni day #5 as I had a keto day after 2 carni days in the beginning (I didn’t even WANT the food, I just never skip tasting those specific dishes, my old favs. I almost did this time though as I lacked the desire. oh well). March is great this far, eating wise. And my attitude? Perfect. I want carni food and didn’t want non-carni food. At all. I can’t stop being amazed. It is a very drastic change, I wasn’t like this in February, to put it lightly. Yes, eating carnivore day after day helps a lot. But I usually am not THIS good even on carnivore. Not even a twinge of desire when I see something I normally very much enjoy even if it doesn’t necessary ends in eating it? And I do nothing, I just got it as a gift. Or reward as I still put effort into this whole things since years. As much as someone like I can in a comfortable enough way but still.
And Alvaro cooks cabbage soup in the weekend, nothing that could actually tempt me! I want to break my 2 week carni record already, it was years ago, in the first year!
I don’t do things fully “right” now though. But it’s timing. I ate way before noon. Freshly fried pork and a scrambled egg. Sometimes a little cream or butter is fine when I am not hungry, per se but want something… But it was more serious now.
I partially blame gloomy day #2. Where is my sunshine? (I know I was an idiot not being outside more when we had sunny days but I couldn’t bring myself to do it and I had garden work and that is being out too… It’s not like a proper walk though.)
I go for a long walk (didn’t check how I feel after 2+ hours of walking since ages. my foot isn’t aching lately, maybe it will be fine?), there is some unusually tempting pork chuck sale in the supermarket! And I do need my walks. I just would prefer them in sunshine… Won’t happen today. Sigh. 2 days without sunshine. Nothing extreme yet but I am in a state of mind and body where I really could use sunshine with all the positive effects it has on me.
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I had my 2+ hour walk, my foot is a tad aching now but it’s better than ever in the last almost a year. I was a tad late so we had to walk a few mins back to the supermarket again…
Alvaro (who didn’t think I will go as there was a drizzle… I told him this tiny thing can’t keep me from a nice pork chuck sale) bought 2 small 70/30 pork for me (and some big apples for himself. he went for raw vegs but one gets what is available… he loves his fruit too. and I still have NO temptation. just perfect), mostly for lard, I have a very serious lack of it, the tiny one I had was used today’s food… And I bought 4 tiny pork chuck slabs! About 800g ones each, I can fry them up at once, I have some pretty big pans. I usually fill the pan with tiny pieces and put some slices on top, I can finish them later or eat basically steamed there…? It helps with figuring out if I ate a decent amount, I know the tiny pieces are 450 or 600g or whatever, perfect for a day and I have the extra slices… So it can make things easier. I don’t fancy measuring things after cooking too.
We had a somewhat late lunch (it takes time to go shopping and come home with me, Alvaro is alone is quicker when hungry. I wasn’t hungry. and there was some horrible muddy slope, way harder down than up), I wondered if I needed one but I was a bit wet and cold and my leftover soup sounded nice so I ended up eating some fried pork, a meatball and an egg as well. Smoked pork ribs and a bit of a yogurt too… So I had 2 small meals this far.
Today was my egg whipping day, I have sponge cakes (some with cream and extra yolk), jellied fluff dessert and a small one person portion of ice cream (60g). I planned a bigger, less creamy ice cream too (my usual one. 20g cream for every yolk. the new versions use double whipped cream, it definitely makes the result sweeter and I do love cream… I just love yolks too) but I just didn’t want to whip 11 yolks for reasons. It was 7 whites and 8 yolks in the end, sometimes I almost lose the plot but I won’t whip things separately when I can do it together.
So I am very well stocked and prepared now. Except I don’t have sour cream as all we have is needed for Alvaro’s cabbage soup. No problem, I still have Greek yogurt. It would be very very strange without even that. Cream is nice but 1. I almost run out 2. it’s different, I can’t substitute cream with it, not even as my dessert. Sure, yogurt isn’t perfect instead of sour cream either but it often works and it’s even creamier! And always sure, the Greek one, at least. And 10% fat is lowish but not that bad. I can eat it on top of my scrambled eggs.
I probably wrote way too much so I stop.
No photo as I forgot and there is barely any light on this very gloomy day. Forecast says… Nothing good. Rain, rain, rain. Sigh. I hope there will be sunshine too. Rain is great but we had some already and sun is needed too.