A hard week at work and coming to the conclusion that God is sending me the signs that I should throw the towel in. I keep asking for signs as to what I should do and this morning asked again as I drove in, only I asked that he didn’t show me by blue lighting me into hospital again computers were never my thing, I am not tech minded one iota. So I will have to decide how to go about it without all the emotions that i feel currently. I was all positive last week and that positivity has been drained from me this week. Got to let it go and eat meat !!!
Had less than half of the chicken i took in for lunch, it tasted too sweet and I didn’t have time to eat it before leaving at lunch time. Went dancing this afternoon but so tired from the dreadful wakeful nights this week. Was glad to get home and cook a steak but even that was a bit chewy and grissly. Ate 50g pack of iberian morcòn which wasn’t that great. Funny how emotions can spoil ones appetite and possibly taste too!
Going to look for something else, maybe just make some scrambly duck … when all else fails eh?
But all that said I’m not after pity or sympathy, I just have to let go of everything right now.
Oooh we have a bit of rain I had better head indoors, they are quite big drops and will poss save me watering the plants