Yesterday it is my birthday, so after some consideration, I decided to stop the keto journey for awhile and eat all the sweets and the cake, as I don’t want to waste the chance(well, these few weeks, it is quite annoying when I see all the bakery around…)
And I even allocated 5 days(from yesterday to Sunday).
But, today I am quite lazy. No, even though I feel like (just a little bit) eating some carby food, I am not tempted and motivated enough to move to get the food. As in, even just fatty food will do the same for me.(Also not motivated)
I had thought of going for alternative pattern during these 5 days(as in, one day high carb, one day high fat, till Sunday), and it seemed like the most perfect plan to me, since today I actually don’t find any reason to eat carby(what I thought yesterday, and what I think right now also)
As of my goal by going for keto? To others, I already achieved it and went way too far(too slim, please stop), even though I don’t see it this way(Still seeing tummy = not successful), and I do know that slimming needs long time to keep, so I do know that it is better to stay at keto.
Bloated after eating lots of carbs? I did feel it a little bit yesterday, but it is all gone today.
Moody? I was always like that a little bit, even if I was at keto journey(maybe I am not doing it right)
Lazy? Same as moody.
Sorry if this post is quite scrambled and conflicting:I just felt like writing down and then made a post.
All the bullshits in real life are certainly not helping.
If too long, lazy to read version:
Just let’s say I am indecisive whether I should go back to keto today or keep at the carbage festival mode. I know what all of you want to say, but I am really indecisive.


