Not sure if this post is appropriate for this website but Idk where else to post it.
I’m wondering why, if my body would like some eggs with bacon and toast for breakfast, maybe some chicken, carrots and zucchini for lunch, ending with strawberries fish and almonds for dinner, does it tell me these things are disgusting? Like why do I crave nothing but carbs and sugars and toxic sh** that makes me fat, inflamed and f***** up??
I’ve been off bad foods for like 60 days now and still crave pizza hut and enjoy the more unhealthy things I put on my keto meals. I started having one soda a day as of a few days ago and it tasted like the best soda I’ve ever had, after being off soda for 56 days. I was carnivore for 51 days and I thought that would kill my cravings and love for unhealthy crap. I just don’t understand why the body fights itself. My body feels like its always saying “I want nothing but healthy foods that meet all my nutritional requirements so I can have energy, a healthy mind and a strong body.” While at the same time always demanding me “no no!!! eat that motherf****** pizza dawg!!, only pizza!! and burgers!!! WHOLE BOX OF OREOS BABY!!!”
I swear this has ruined my life forever and it PISSES me off. What the f*** is wrong with the human body to be this retarded, and how do I enjoy the hell out of food while still eating how I should to have sufficient vitamins minerals and a healthy fat to muscle ratio? Is it my cooking skills are awful is why my body hates health foods? Is it just my brain isn’t rewired yet? It makes no sense my supposed “brain built to survive” would tell me that I should in fact eat pure lard and toxic chemicals 24/7. Or maybe cause of stress and unhappiness it thought fast food would help me feel good and work better to survive, who knows. Can anyone help me with this problem?