I was 75kg in the morning, in my pyjamas. Or yesterday morning, I don’t remember. Sigh. My weight and waist went up a little bit. But I didn’t do a proper, no clothes, no drinking first weighing since some time. But I don’t care, I feel what I have on my pants. A tad tighter than at 72kg.
Now I just focus on OMAD. I have mixed results. It’s SUPER hard to do OMAD without much carbs
Or at least some, like keto level. I try to do carnivore(-close) OMAD (maybe with some tiny bites too, tasting stuff, little cream in my coffee) and usually fail. Sometimes not. I just get satiated way too quickly but it doesn’t last long enough. But I think I can do it, I just need more practice, I barely started 
I don’t go full-blown holiday season eating yet (whatever it means. probably not much, I need my 130+ g protein and similar amount of fat, first of all. not much room for carbs). I don’t even feel much desire but it MUST happen due to mental things like it’s the time to eat citruses and stuff… And sometimes I must taste whatever I bake but a tiny is enough (it doesn’t mean I don’t eat more but it’s not joy and not needed so hopefully I won’t do it. again). I bake very much in December, at least until I realize it’s too stressful and paint rocks instead… But I need to paint rocks anymore. I wanted some bluish metallic acrylic paint but forgot… Good that I have so many glittery nailpolish I can’t really do much with
I just buy whatever cheap gel look nailpolish supermarkets have - as long as I can imagine it using on some rocks
It’s colorful, glittery (okay, it may or may not be good. but not like most of my other acrylic paints except the antique gold and bronze) and shiny, no need for an extra shiny coating…
I stopped painting rocks months ago, oh my I should restart!
I expect my weight stays the same. It’s December. And it’s me. It’s super hard for me to either lose or gain. Well, losing is a tad easier but I need my OMAD first.
I should exercise more, sometimes the weather is too bad for me to go out. And I am weak as a kitten and have a longer term muscle ache that I did some chest presses again… I want lots of exercise! It’s great weather for running, finally, why don’t I do it? Except that I dislike running but still wish to and as I never do any cardio, it would be pretty useful? I barely can lift my weight as I get winded immediately…
I have various goals for December but fat-loss isn’t really one of them. Not realistic enough. But possible and I definitely take steps to ensure January will be different!
I never gained a noticeable amount in December ever, no matter how carby they were (and usually they were VERY carby. and of course, even more fatty. I never had a keto December and I don’t think I ever will though it’s not impossible) so I don’t worry about that. I just find the chances of losing fat quite slim. December is about the worst month for that. Despite only having 2 local fruit seasons, neither are serious… And not being a summer month so the heat doesn’t stop me from going out but the sunshine actually tempts me. We have way too little sunshine lately.
I got thoughts but I try to behave for the rest of the month.