I am not so well so coffee found the way to me (I have a headache too but that alone wouldn’t be enough).
The sun is shining, I should go out, I ate over my energy need without a walk anyway… Had a quick lunch as I felt the need for it at 1pm. I am not very satiated but I don’t want more eggs or pork right now. I ate more meat than yesterday, 570g/393pound/20 oz… It’s not much, how anyone can consider it much in general, for everyone…? I find the pork too chewy now but only because the 4 hour Christmas chuck was soooo super (too) tender. And because it’s not chuck, the best stuff…
I ate 3 eggs now and I am not sure I ate enough. But it wasn’t a small lunch, it’s 1920 kcal in guesstimation. It feels small though. Interesting. But it’s only day #2, I am not surprised much, one has hungrier days anyway.
3g ch, 120g protein (the lowest number I seem to function without a ton of fat), 153g fat… As always, I don’t feel I ate much fat (well, I didn’t but my ideas about much fat are a bit skewed :D).
Did I write I get little joy from my food now? My brain still refuses to work, well I ate and it’s early afternoon so my body wants a nap, it happens.
It’s good I don’t need to enjoy my meals all the time. I would like to stop eating for a week as a big, well-fed snake but sadly I can’t skip meals. And I can eat just fine, it just lacks the usual joy. I don’t want pork shoulders for a while now. Not bored of it just disappointed a bit. And I want softer meat. Maybe one reason I like processed meat that it’s wonderfully soft, usually (and the bresaola is fun even if chewy but I didn’t see it lately in the supermarket)… The other is the generous amount of paprika in most of them… But I can do it both with normal meat but I didn’t want to add back spices yet and a plain patty would tempt me to do it…
But I didn’t want to write down all my thoughts. Just report my substantial meal
I ate a single tiny bite of beef tongue, meh. Went out, drank coffees, my headache is stubborn but tiny so it’s fine.
I put most of the pork shoulder into the freezer and got out a small box of chuck. Tomorrow I make sponge cake (and cheesy egg whites for Alvaro).
Weekdays will come so I expect no coffee or food until sunset but at least 3pm. WHY my body does it, why my hunger is connected to the presence of Alvaro I have no idea. It’s not like I even was there when he had his lunch (way before mine). Oh well. Weekends are special and holidays too, to some extent.
If I won’t forget, I will weigh myself tomorrow! Monday morning and day #3 seems a great time for it. I can’t take measurements but I know how my only pair of trousers I can wear feels… Tight when I have something underneath (it’s thin but I have no winter trousers) and crouch. We will go from here!
I obviously won’t make a photo of myself, that’s not my style. Though… Nope. I have some kind of photo when I hold a cat or stood next to a (way taller) teasel… Because I know I will lose fat from my head now (as I did it last time. it’s horrible I am not my lowest in the last decade even not counting my short time below 69kg but it’s very true) and it’s very visible. So I wanna see that I suppose.
It’s quite basic to me on carnivore for most fruits but now I avoid my single rosehip when I walk too Just to do things really clean as no way it cause any harm to me and it’s during a walk, used up right away. But in this January I am serious. And it’s not like I need the rosehip at all, it is just a tiny fun (and annoyance with its hairy seeds so it’s super tiny, half a pea of fruit flesh.
Oh I hope staying away from all sweetness helps No cream, no tiny onion, not even spice now…
How much protein did you eat before? Even if you wrote amounts before, my memory isn’t that great… I have no such option, I can’t eat less protein. And I would get bored without liver and soup so they will inevitably happen soon! I want turkey necks for my soup, I don’t have many options without plants… But I like turkey necks
[Totally offtopic from here on.]
I almost broke my glasses when I accidentally step on it harder than usual (I have the skill to stop my step when I touch it, of course it’s not 100% but I still stopped just a bit late), I really need a new pair, I couldn’t even put back the tiny, already annoying screw. So I use a piece of a paper clip now. And I have a purple bruise on my finger I don’t remember how I got… So I am normally clumsy in 2022 too. But I can draw adorable animals (I just learned that fact, it was surprising as it just happened without me practicing a lot), I need to change my profile pic. Dee* is WAY cuter than her dad, Dingle. Especially when she is cosplaying, she does it all the time. I want to draw her in all astrology signs (Chinese too) but she wanted to be a giraffe last time… sigh It’s normal for original characters, writers complain about that phenomenon too. I experienced it all the time when I did role playing using drawings. My chars are very stubborn, usually, no wonder, they are mine.
(But she was adorable as a sheep first so I really can’t complain.)
- my worm OC. No idea what kind of worm, sometimes I research and give up. Ssomething close to leeches? Looks like an earthworm but without the thicker part and not so long. It makes cosplaying living beings with limbs a bit tricky but Dee is extremely positive, confident and playful. She should be my role model, actually and it must say something very bad about me, being worse than an imaginary worm But she is really awesome in her silly way.