A very strange thing just happened to me. I was cutting some slices of leftover birthday cake for the kids that was left over from my daughters birthday (eight!), and I realized that I wasn’t even interested in it. I don’t mean that I had the willpower not to eat it (which would have been great all by itself), but that it really didn’t register as much of anything for me. It may as well have been a piece of styrofoam or a toy fire engine. Not food. Not interesting. Just a thing I’m cutting up. A big 0 on the crave-o-meter. Nothing.
What makes that amazing is that just a few months ago it would have been torture to look at that cake without eating it. It’s a little embarrassing to admit, but a few months ago I would have snuck down when everybody else was asleep and cut a couple thin slices (away from any letters or words so nobody would notice) and gorged on it like it was the last crumbs of sugar on earth.
I’ve only been on keto for about 6 weeks, but that NSV alone will be enough to keep me going all by itself. It’s hard to really explain, but it feels like a huge weight lifted off to not crave sugar, or to feel like I need to hide eating something. It makes me really happy!